Feeling better already
I just finished reading other people's confessions and I already feel like my problem is well within the realm of normal. I really appreciate people spilling their guts on this website. It gives me a lot of gratitude for the way things are going for me.
My confession is that I am in a committed relationship with a kind, cute, like-minded,strong, sensitive man and I've been fantasizing about other men lately. This started happening just after he started talking about getting married.
I suddenly want to look more attractive. I've been paying more attention to the way I dress and do my hair.
I keep running into the same man who lives in my town. It's a very small town. I have sexual thoughts about him frequently. I have sexual thoughts about multiple men.
I want to spend my life with this man (the one I'm with). What's my problem?
I was raised Catholic. Now I'm a recovering Catholic and a Buddhist. I would like to just be able to have a fantasy and feel okay about it...maybe even admit it to my boyfriend.