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Tired.
I feel like i have no love. specially since my mom tells me in a achoholic and a drugie and i haven't really done either. i drink a lil . she has no idea. i have never done drugs or took to many. yet she took all the pills away. i get sick to much. she doesnt care. she told me she loves my brother more and threatens to hurt me alot worse then she already does. i feel ugly cuz my school "friends" tell me every day i am. yet my boyfriend and best friend say im a beautiful model. i feel fat cuz my family tells me so. when can i feel loved?..
You shouldn't stick around with these people if they aren't going to treat you with respect, and accept you for whom you really are.. If they think you're ugly; you can't do anything about it, no one is perfect so they shouldn't judge! If you're family says your fat; go on a diet, at first it maybe hard, I know what it feels like.. It takes a while but when you're done it's the best feeling! :) I don't think you're either ugly or fat (well I don't know but) because than you wouldn't have a boyfriend (I guess, well, not all guys are jerks)