I feel like i have no love. specially since my mom tells me in a achoholic and a drugie and i haven't really done either. i drink a lil . she has no idea. i have never done drugs or took to many. yet she took all the pills away. i get sick to much. she doesnt care. she told me she loves my brother more and threatens to hurt me alot worse then she already does. i feel ugly cuz my school "friends" tell me every day i am. yet my boyfriend and best friend say im a beautiful model. i feel fat cuz my family tells me so. when can i feel loved?..