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** Addict
I am a ** addict.
I haven't been able to be faithful in a relationship in years, even though I really want to be.
I have a child with an ex girlfriend from a long time ago. I never see him, and I don't think I'll ever be a part of his life.
I've never been tested for any kind of STD, because I'm scared that if it turns out that I have something, I won't be able to be with anyone again.
I'm going to kill myself tonight.
Don't do it! I'm a ** addict as well and unfortunately contracted herpes after getting **. I have ** with people all the time and know exactly how you feel. I almost killed myself until someone stepped in and showed me it's okay. You just have to be safe and find other people like you.
dont kill yourself. seek help and learn from your mistakes, use condoms in future. get tested. at least you;ll know for sure.