Who am i
I was molested and have never told anyone about it. i am depressed, i hate my life, and i am a very private person. in high school i was popular but i didn't have any real friends. i have always gotten good grades but never try. some days i don't eat or only eat once a day and run 4-8 miles. i feel ugly even though i know i am not. i am a b**** to the few people that are close to me. i get angry easily i resent my parents. my dad use to beat my mom. i haven't had real conversation with my dad since i was like 11, i blame my mom for not leaving my dad. i use to drink a lot in high school. i have a huge fear of failing. i have cheated in college exams. i am attracted to older men. i have never had a real relationship. i manipulate people with my looks. i pretend to be nice and happy when i am not. i consider myself a fake person.