I've been a serious abuser of cannabis for the past 10 years and told myself that using cannabis has not been affecting my life. It was hard for me to see considering the state that I live in has a casual attitude toward the use of cannabis. I also haven't realized the affect because I started smoking cannabis in my early 20's when I had nothing but great expectation for life and enjoyed the euphoric effect of its use.
I'm almost 30. I know everything about cannabis. I know how to grow it in 20 different environmental conditions, outdoor or indoor. It doesn't matter. I know all the plants diseases and the insects the cannabis plant is vulnerable to. I know how to process the cannabis and cure it as well. I know how to cultivate cannabis that has been tested in the 98th percentile from SafeHarbor in Oakland, CA. I am a connoisseur taught by another connoisseur with 40+ yrs growing cannabis. I could write a book about this shiet.
Now, I'm giving it all up. I'm smoking my last blunt right now because I want to remember who I am again. I want to remember what it was like to think clearly and have a short term memory. Truthfully, I'm SCARED. It's been such a huge part of my EVERYDAY life for the past 10 yrs and I'm not sure what to expect mentally and emotionally. What am I going to experience?
Share your thoughts please.