I absolutely HATE the idea of people worshipping God. After all he puts people through.
I hate how we have to love one another and all this because, honestly, its stupid! and forgiving!? HA!!
I'll tell you a little story;
when i was a christian... i prayed to god to look after my friend who i was concerned and worried about because she was being bullied for all the wrong reasons.
A few weeks later, this girl died.
I was so p***** off, i then told my friend who said "God acts in strange ways, he's probably just testing you to see if you'll sway from his path" to which i replied;
"Well congratulations to him because it worked, i'm not going to sit around wasting my life worshipping a f*cking nut job who will kill off little 12 year old girls with epelepsey to "test" me!! how do you find that 'merciful' of him, how do you find that 'kind' of him"
I then turned to satanism as a revolt against God, but strangely, i feel as if i belong there... I read further into satanism and found that this WAS my religion. and 3 out of 3 prayers came true praying to satan and that a billion more times better then praying to a nut job.
People call me crazy, devil child and possessed. Frankley, I don't care! I like where i am now and satanists are SOOO much sweeter and kinder then any christian i have ever met.
Please no one say anything about my soul being saved. If God *is* actually real, i want to be as far away as possible. i would rather die a thousand deaths then be on god's right hand...