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Any other woman felt this?
Ive been married for almost 20 yrs to a great guy and great dad for our 2 kids but hes never ever ever been good in bed so ive almost always cheated a little bit here and there with differrent guys just so i can get the ** that a woman like me needs. but last year i found something that really lit me up in ways i cant explain but just want to see if anybody else has done it and gotten turned on by it. early last year i found out i was pregnant and then found out it probably belonged to one of the guys i was flinging with at the time and definitely not my husbands. i was totaly freaked but after a few days i started to like being pregnant for a man i wasnt married to. i didnt tell anybody but i just loved the feeling of walking around my husbands house and laying in bed with him and going to family functions and even to our church while i was carrying an illegitimate child inside me. i aborted it before i started showing but i couldnt get that feeling out of my mind. so last summer i went out and got myself knocked up again and i kept that baby even after i started to show and lied to everybody about who it belonged to but my husband never remembers when we ** so it wasnt a big deal. but that baby might have been black so i had another abortion to keep anybody from knowing and told my husband i had miscarried. after that i wanted another illegitimate feeling and started timing my ovulations and went out the whole weekend before valentines day with my new LTR boyfriend while my husband was out of town and got pregnant again this time totally on purpose. this time i think i want to keep it all the way and raise it like it belongs to my husband. the feeling of being pregnant with another mans baby and telling lies to my husband and kids and parents about it is just way too ** exciting to describe but i totally love the idea and i think that raising a child like that would be even more exciting, knowing that i got pregnant outside my marriage the way i did.
has anybody else ever done this? i know its weird and probably sick but i just wanna know if anybody else loves this way sooooooo much like i do.
love to hear from you when you're ready
i have thought a lot about you over the last 2 wks so i hope you get to read this so youll know that. the thing ive thougt about is how ** it would be to be pregnant and to have the real father actually know it was his and go through the pregnancy with me and for him to love the fact that it was illegitimate as much as i do. my current LTR boyfriend knows im pregnant but he doesnt know its his and he would totaly not ever want me to have it much less pretend it was my husbands so that is realy different than if you were the father because you could know it was yours and you would be cool with it and even like it. so thats what ive been thinking, that if you were the one who had knocked me up this time and if we had planned the pregnancy together that it would be sooooooo ** hot to have your baby in me instead of my boyfriends and then together we could get off on making such a totally ilegitimate baby and then for its whole life we would know where it came from and my husband would never know. the only thing that worries me about that is that if we did it once i think we would think it was so ** ** that wed never be able to stop knocking me up with more babies like that. GOD i love how hot that is and that you made me think about these ** things.
I can hardly wait til we get together and make our first one.
The thought of him or her growing inside you is so incredibly ** hot. The thought of everyone thinking it would be your husband's is such a great turnon. I have been thinking about this more and more. If you get a private email address, let me know what it is here, then just junk it once we reach each other the first time. I love the thought of having more kids running around and no one knowing who they really belong to. It would be great to see them come out of you knowing that we made them together.
hi its me again. the pregnancy is going okay except for the nausea but thats only sometimes. but thats nothing compared to how exciting it is to have this baby in me and know it doesnt belong to my husband. i do feel like a ** sometimes but i really really really like that feeling when i get it. is that crazy?
anyways i told one of my girlfriends about you, and about how you knockup all of these women and girls. and how you sabotage the condoms sometimes when they arent watching. she doesnt know that my baby isnt davids baby so i just told her that you were somebody i met online. and i just wanted you to know that she was TOTALLY turned on knowing that there was a man out there in the world who had made so many bastards and was still making them. she is about 15 yrs older than me and she is postmenopause but she said if she was still able to have babies she would want you to father them and maybe have about 8-10 of them by you without telling her husband. then she told me i ought to think about doing that myself with you and i just laughed and didnt tell her i was doing that just this time with this other man (who she knows). so i thought you would want to know that it wasnt just me that you had gotten all wet and hot and bothered with the lifestyle you have. evidently a lot of women want what you have to give and a lot of us are totally glad you give it.
Hi, glad to hear you're doing ok! Thank your friend for the compliments, lol. I'm still at it going strong! I've found out from personal experience that there are a lot of women out there who want it to happen to them - I'm only too happy to oblige. The feeling is terrific; when I ** and know that its working its way into a girl's ** to join up with one of her eggs, its unbelievably hot. Then knowing she's going to tell her boyfriend or husband that its his, is icing on the cake. I love the repeats too, and a lot of the girls I've knocked up have come back for more. I've gotten a lot of referrals too from women who've talked to their friends, like you. I don't know how many little bastards I've got running around right now, but I want to make a whole lot more! If you know somebody who's interested, let me know how I can get in touch with them; we could exchange emails/phone numbers more privately than posting here. Any ideas? Are you in the US/Canada - hopefully we live close to each other. Kiss the baby for me when he comes - tell him I'd love to give him a little brother or sister!!