A year ago I let my girlfriend tie me to the bed for what I thought would be some harmless fun.
Once I was tied up and unable to move she took her socks off and put her feet in my face and told me to suck on her toes. I am not into that so I said no way!
She then started tickling my feet and my ribs. I begged for her to stop but she didn't. She kept tickling me for about 15 minutes (although it felt like an hour).
When she finally stopped she told me to suck her toes again. I licked and sucked every one of her toes for half an hour through fear of being tickled again.
Now I am ashamed to admit that I have a foot fetish and I even like the idea of being tied up, tickled and forced to suck toes again.
I am disgusted with myself and I don't know what to do.