I married my wife in May, we got married fairly quickly. But I know she is definitely the one. I thought getting married would ease the feelings of wanting to take my life and turn around...But it didn't. I still hate myself every single day and i am ready to do it.

My gun is loaded and locked away, I'm not sure when I will do it...but it will happen. Maybe not today...but soon.

But the thought of leaving the most perfect girl absolutely kills me.

I don't know what to do.

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  • That is a permiment solution to a very temporarily problem...
    Sounds like maybe you need Zoloft or another chemical is misfiring... Seek help with your family doctor this is a very common problem surprisingly think of how much happiness you and your wife are missing out on... Best of luck to you and your beautiful wife

  • your life means even more to God than your wife, please do NOT do it, it is not worth doing. God has a purpose and plan for your life, please seek Him for what those plans and purpose might be..

    A friend of God.....

  • f*** EFT

  • It's obvious this great girl you married thinks you're amazing. Now you just have to believe it. You do know what to do.. you need to seek help. Do whatever it takes to get well and begin to live your life and love yourself. No one can love you as much as you can love yourself. There are so many resources available to you. Can you go to a therapist and talk with someone..get through to the root of this hate you feel. You're worth it.

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