Girl at park
I am married to what would seem like the perfect wife, she works and makes a lot of money, Is very good to me, very organized, loving, a great mom, I stay home with my youngest son and in online school part time. We met at the end of college, moved in together, got married and had the most amazing wedding. It has been 7 years and I know that I love her, but I'm not, in love, with her. We have 2 amazing boys together, and what would seem like a perfect life. We live in a private gated community with manicured lawns, nice cars, we have 2 Lexus's, and are well off. We don't get a lot of time together so we have grown apart.....I have wanted our relationship to work out, but I feel nothing when we kiss or are intimate. We have a park close by that I have been taking my youngest son too, the older one is in school, and there's a mom, prob early 30's, like me, that is so easy to talk too, and so freaking gorgeous. She bring her youngest son to the park too, and seems like instantly we start talking, and next thing you know we've been swinging our kids for like a half hr or more, finishing eachothers sentences, and cheeks hurting from laughing so hard. She seems to be interested, I noticed one day she wasn't wearing makeup and was dressed casually, I hadn't been there the week prior b/c my boys were sick, the next day, she had make-up, tight little jogging pants, and a sexy sports shirt on..........completely opposite of my wife.......I mean this girl seems like a dream.
So do I, Pursue the girl and see where it leads or do I try to make things work till the boys are older, I'm so confused.......Aaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!