I like breaking up marriages
I am addicted to breaking up people's marriages. It is the only thing that I can really get turned on by. I love the seduction and trying to convince the guy to leave his wife and especially leaving his kids or setting it up so we get caught. When I first meet a married guy I start fantasizing about how we will get caught doing it. If his wife or kid walks in while he's inside me the o***** is unbelievable. It is such a thrill during the process but once he's single again I totally lose interest and break it off. I know it's messed up and I know it is probably because when I was little I walked in on my dad cheating which destroyed our family. I would never want anyone to go through what I did and yet I keep putting people through it. I wish I could stop and sometimes I feel like its a sexual disorder like being into something you shouldn't be into. Sometimes the guilt is so strong and i cry myself to sleep but the need to keep doing it is stronger.