Every time I do something wrong, even if its just an accident or something simple, I beat myself up for it. Like if I bump into someone in the hall I tell myself that I'm a bad person. Sometimes it gets so bad that I just tell my self to die or repeat kill me over and over again. And when I say sorry i usually repeat it until someone tells me to stop. So i was wondering if anyone else went through the same thing and if anyone had any advice. And is this some insecurity thing?