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I Love Being Treated Like Garbage
I love it when people degrade me. I want to be degraded. I want to be used, abused, degraded, humiliated and everything that goes with it. Yeah I know I have low self esteem and all that but I can't help what makes me happy. If there is anyone out there who wants to treat someone like ** please let me know or pm me. I am open to anyone but especially women and younger guys. I love being called names, insulted and treated like a piece of garbage. I am a piece of garbage, an ugly ** whose sole purpose in life is to give others pleasure by letting them put me into my place. Please remind me what a ** face I really am.
I am a girl,17,and i too like to be used and abused also! Two years ago when i was 15,i was finially baptized at Easter sunday mass,and like the other girls baptized with me,i wore the traditional,white,just below the knees,baby style baptism gown and matching bonnet with the lace anklets and white maryjane shoes and under my gown,a white tee shirt with the cloth baptism diaper and rubberpants[my parish does not allow disposable diapers under the oldergirls baptism gowns].After my party,my parents went to visit the grand parents at the nursing home,so i was alone.My boyfriend,chad,who was 17 came and brought me a card and saw me in my 'babygirl' baptism outfit! He got very ** and soon got my gown off of me,forced me to my knees and made me give him oral ** and came in my mouth,then forced me to swallow it all.Something clicked inside of me and i actually liked being forced to give him oral ** and feeling degraded! A month later i made my First Communion and had to wear the poofy Communion dress and veil with my cloth baptism diaper and the rubberpants under it.This time Chad took me to his house,as his parents were out of town and he got my dress off of me and too my knees and made my give him oral ** again.Now i like to be abused and degraded by being forced to give ** to guys!
U know, when I first read this, I thought, this guy is psycho, but then I realized, at least u know yourself and what u want. I dont know what the ** I want. women of course but I dont know what I want from them.
You, my dear, are the perfect victim. Someone I can make feel stupid and useless. Every day I'll find new ways to make you feel small. Convince you everything is your fault. Make you question your competence, your sense of self-worth, even your sanity. You will feel grateful ANYONE is willing have you, even someone as abusive as me, and be willing to do anything to please me since you're terrified of being alone and know no one else will ever want you. Eventually I'll leave you but not before ** you up so completely you'll spend the rest of your life in defeat and agony. Yes, you deserve it. You're worthless ** and deserve to spend the rest of your life in a living **, a nightmare you can never wake up from.
You are my dream come true!