My real father blew up a mosque with
My real father blew up a mosque with dynamite and went to jail for twenty years before I was even born. I'm 22 now and it's possible he never even had to serve the full 20 year sentence. I'm scared that the violent thoughts and dreams I have about killing people in brutal ways stems from him being half of my genetic make-up. The weird thing is I'm not a violent person. I just have random urges to kill every now and again. Nothing I would ever act on, as I disagree with hurting people, but still... the thoughts and visions disturb me. Is there any help for me?