Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant

The first time my wife came home from a date with a black co-worker she was literally covered in **. I assumed he took her to a group ** party and she got creamed by 8-12 men. But she assured me it was just Myron. I still didn't believe it. But it kept happening and happening every time he brought her home. Finally she brought him over one night when our kids were staying over at friends and I saw first hand how much he could ** and how she milked him (I'd never seen anything like the volume or the way she could milk him!). So needless to say I wasn't terribly surprised when she turned up pregnant and the child belonged to Myron. I was more surprised when my wife belonged to him too. We're still married but she and the child belong to him. He's in charge and she reminds me of that all the time. So does he.

How old is the baby now? How is the whole relationship with Byron,you and the baby? They planning for another baby? How do they remind you that you are not in charge?

The child is now about 30 months. The three adults have attained some type of relationship equilibrium, for lack of a better phrase. I now accept that, although she is my wife, she is his property. She is his property and there is nothing I can do to change that. Once I adjusted to that reality, things became much calmer all around. They both remind me of my inferior position by just operating on the premise that he is the man of the house that my wife and children and I occupy. Myron has a key and he is free to use it as he sees fit, to come and go as he wishes, and to sleep with Stacey whenever he wants (although they rarely actually "sleep", if you get my drift). They have not informed me of the details of their family planning, although Myron made it clear while Stacey was still pregnant with their first child that I would be paying for and helping to raise "all" their children. So, I assume that more illegitimates are on the way. (Although this one is not technically "illegitimate", because my name is on the **'s birth certificate as its "father", an irony that Stacey doesn't allow me to forget.) It's not ideal, at least not for me. But it is ideal for Stacy, and she is what matters.

You sound very articulate. How did you end up succumbing to this arrangement?Maybe I shouldnt even ask because I have known many men who end up in similar arrangements,one way or another.

I know it's naïve, or delusional, or just insane, but I love my wife and I want what's best for her. And I know this is more insane, but I think my wife loves me, too. Or at least I think that until I see her with Myron, and the way they are together certainly looks a lot more like real love than how we look together. She fawns over him constantly, and he dominates her totally and makes her behave like a **, especially around his friends. So . . . I wonder sometimes why I'm here, and I guess I'm just living for those moments when Stacey is willing to pretend like we are still the way we used to be, before they started working together, and he took her as his property. But you asked about the beginning, and how I succumbed. Stacey seduced me into agreeing to the relationship, using her greatest weapon: a truly spectacular **, like you could not imagine. And then to seal it, Myron threatened me with -- and gave me a taste of -- physical violence, which I'm certain he and his friends could administer. Stacey loves how crude and rough he can be, but not quite as much as she loves his massive **. She needs both things now, and will not -- CAN NOT -- give them up. She truly does belong to Myron, and I have to admit that there is something natural in their relationship.

My best friend Betsy and I are both white, both married, both very-long-term cheaters, and both crowding 40. The only difference: Betsy has ALWAYS been a chocolate lover (since middle school), and I never partook of that "confection". She finally led me into the dark last year, introducing me to a young man who was a friend of a young man she was dating at the time. And when I say "young", I mean it: the guy was barely 20! Anyway, I met Betsy and her black bull one night at our favorite lounge, his black friend and I talked for awhile that evening, and then by phone and text, and soon I agreed to meet him for drinks, without Betsy and her bull. I went, intending not to sleep with him. But he was very sweet to me (I guess I must've needed that), and he seduced me so skillfully, and I wound up in his bed . . . receiving the ** of my life. This boy did things to me that I’d never experienced, including getting stretched out from the inside by the biggest ** I've ever had. Or seen. Or dreamed of. It was like being ** by 3 ** at once!! Needless to say, now that I've had chocolate, I want more. And he’s obliging me in ways I never imagined I'd be obliged. But here's the thing, and it's why I'm writing: the kid wants to knock me up. Said it just that way. It's not "family planning". He just tells me now, when we're together, that "I'm going to knock your married ** up". He wants me to start having babies for him right in the middle of my marriage. It’s crazy. And the crazier thing is that I'm seriously considering it. And the thing crazier than THAT is that his approach to this impregnation is even sexier and more seductive than ANY of the ** and seductive things he's said or done since we've been together. Unless I've missed my guess, I think that this kid is very much like you, making women want you and want to succumb to your advances, with power in the chocolate.

What an awesome read! What birth control method are you on now?

I'm a pill girl, like most of the women I know on my side of the pause. It's easy, and it regulates my periods, too. But even that is something he's incorporated into his approach to me. He tells me that the pill was designed with normal ** and normal partners in mind. So, he says he's going to ** me so much, and fill me with so much **, using such an oversized tool, that no little bitty pill can stop him from knocking my "married white **" up. He tells me CONSTANTLY that there's no stopping him, so I need to get ready for carrying and then mothering his black babies. He says all this, he calls me filthy names, he treats me like a ** (when I want that), and he makes it clear I'm his ** and his property, and tells me he knows how to get what he wants from white women. I think he's right about all of that. ALL OF THAT. Jesus, I'm getting wet just writing about this kid. Guess I need to go have a ** session before work! You black men are incredible.

You already sound ready to carry his babies. When are you planning to stop taking the pills? Do you have kids with hubby? Will hubby still keep you if you give him a bi-racial child, or children?Wetness over a black man is noble and very **:)

Yes, my husband and I have 3 children, one of which is actually older than this kid who is working my womb over. But hey......that's part of the thrill of this FILTHY relationship I'm in: I have a kid who's older than the one ** me. And Betsy (my best friend) is egging me on; says that once he's knocked me up he'll keep coming back for more and more **, and that'll give me ready-made ** -- and GOOD ** -- for the rest of my life. I don't know if this child I'm ** is that loyal, but it's a nice thought. My husband? He won't leave. Not the type to split. You used the word "noble" (in a different way), but that's what he would think he was being by staying with me. Well, that, and the fact that he's addicted to my **. :) The only glitch in my reasoning is that I know the boy is going to make me stop giving up the ** to everybody else: soon, he's not going to allow me to ** my husband anymore (he's already made me stop dating the other men). So that could be a problem. Anyway, you have an amazing intuition: I actually DO feel "ready to carry his babies". I actually ache for it........inside. I'm not sure I'm going to do it, and I have no definite plan for getting off the pill, but yes, I can feel the thrill of black pregnancy coming toward me. And I know this for sure: if we get together, and he pulls out that meat and points it at me, and he says "stop the pills or you don't get any more of this", I'll never take another b/c pill in my life. No white woman would. Did you date older white women when you were a kid? Did you torment them with meat? Did you control them like this one does me?

I am glad i came and found you where you are and i hope you can help me out with my problem. i live with my parents and i am having affair with dads boss who is black. we started out only to have some hot ** fun but we fell into love after only 2.5 months. i want him to leave the family and take me in to live with him wherever he goes but he says to me that he cant leave his wife and family until the young child is away at college. but he says he love me and want us to start having a family of our own. i dont ever want to stop having him inside my body to hit it like he hits it and i want to have his black black black babies. i believe that he will eventually leave the other family and come to me and ours but i cant be sure enough. he said for me to stop taking pills and get knocked up and every time he even say it to me that way i just get wet like soaking. just talking to him about pregnancies or just thinking to myself about how it would feel to carry those black babies makes me super **. but i worry. i dont know if i should worry but i worry. i am afraid if i dont get knocked up he will find another girl who will do it. in fact i know who he would go to and shes my friend. i love him and i want our family together. but he might not come to me. should i stop taking pills?????

Thanks for posting. It seems like you are in a dilemma for sure. How old are you now,and how old is he? My assumption is that if you get knocked up by dad's boss,dad is highly likely to kick you out. Your pregnancy will cause your dad stress and even his job,which will boil down to hurting your mom. The guy you are with is not likely to leave his wife any time soon-he has responsibility to his whole family. He keeps telling you he will give her so that you can keep opening your legs for him. If you are not financially able to raise the baby alone,and if he is not willing to give you some money to raise his kid(s), DO NOT STOP TAKING THE PILLS.He may be a kool guy,but don't fall for his stories. Take the pills and if he goes for your friend,so be it. Find yourself another nice single black man who you think will be good for you and have many kids for him. How many years before his youngest kid goes to college? Why should you wait for that long,when there is zero guarantee that he will leave his wife? And why should you take him from his wife,and what if some other woman comes along and takes him away from you? I normally advocate for some women getting knocked up,I just don't feel you should. However,you will do whatever you feel is right for you. Think far,even years ahead before you let this guy steal your young life:)

......this ** has been tried before............and it never works.............give it up.......

Explain how is hasn't worked.

Some women simply must have a black man or black men in their lives. Even the ones who are married to white men will still ** after blacks and will go to them and open their legs and their wombs and their lives to black men. These women (they are a small fraction of all white women but there are many of them) do love their husbands but they will still go after blacks because that's the only way for them to be satisfied: their bodies and their souls demand it. Their hunger for ** is much greater than that of other white women (the ones who don't go with blacks) so it's really not a choice with them: they need black men in exactly the same way they need oxygen. They can't be stopped. They can't be discouraged. They can't be changed. I know this is all true. And I know it because I'm married to one of these women.

Very well stated. How is it in your household and how did you find a way to accept,deal and cope with it?

Did you ever have an affair with the white wife of a white friend of yours? Like a guy from work, or who you know from charities or church or something? The reason I am asking is because I think my wife is having an affair with a black friend of mine. They used to be really friendly with each other around me but then that stopped a few months ago. Its almost like they are trying too hard to not look like they like each other. I asked her about it and she just said I was imagining things. But still.....theres something about how they look at each other now when they think I don't see them. Maybe its nothing but I doubt it. I think he's hitting it. And I'm just wondering if you ever did this and how it happened and if it was hard to maintain and how worthwhile you thought it was.

I have had many affairs with married women. I try to stay away from wives of friends and aquitances,although sometimes it does not work. A cousin of mine was married to this one tall happy white girl. He is short, so together he looked like a midget,lol. But in any case,we were at a party one time, and she asked me to dance,which we did. I am not sure how I got her phone number but I remember that we started talking. I later found out that they were separated. She had a small apartment downtown,few blocks from my college. So on the evenings that I had to go to school, I would stop by her apartment before or after class and we would have wild **. This went on for a long time and we finally just quit. I believe he never knew that I was hitting his wife. Whenever the couple and I would meet,we would just talk like nothing was going on between our legs.

Yes I understand. It's that pretense that has me so distraught. I can almost feel and see the sexual tension between them when we are all together. Even when his wife is with us. My wife seems like shes trying too hard to be nice to his wife and even though his wife doesn't seem to be aware of the ** in the air I can just tell. Just out of my curiosity . . . . . was the fact that the girl was married to your cousin a part of the appeal of the relationship? Did the two of you talk about it being taboo? Or do you think you would have started ** without that taboo being right in the middle of things? I think my wife is the kind who would enjoy doing something just because it's wrong. But then I can also see her wanting to be with a black man and just not caring about the results.

I actually started sleeping with the cousin's wife because I thought she was cute. I would have been terrified had he found out,but the taboo part was also intriguing.

Its only a black man that can make me have a REAL ** (not the little bitty ones) and its only a black man that can make me squirt! oh my mother ** god! so much squirt! my husband cant do that! no white man can do that! but the black man knocks it out the ** park! ** mother **! **! why are those black ** so ** big and so ** hot and so ** good! why? tell me why? black ** are what i was made for! **! if those ** want a black baby in me i'll give them a ** black baby in me! **!

You sound totally sold on black men. Its a Eureka moment for you and many women of the world. Enjoy the pleasure,unabatedly, get knocked up and multiply, if at all possible.

You soooooo right! nothing but black ** in me! been that way for more than 5 yrs! and if one of these monsters want to knock my dirty ** up i will totally go for it! and they ** know that ** about me! i know me some pounding ** that can hit this nasty ** like a mother **!

I think you should just let me knock you up:)

I'm 48wm and I married an 17yo wf almost a year ago. She's 18 now. I started dating her when she was really young because I wanted a family with her. No kids yet. Problem is that she's beautiful and blonde and thin and pale, and so she draws more and more black men to her all the time. At clubs, restaurants, movies, concerts, even CHURCH. From what I know she hasnt done any of them yet but I can tell from the way she looks at them now that she wants them and she'll probably start up with them soon. I've told her and told her and told her over and over again that I don't want her ** around or getting knocked up by anyone other than me and so far she hasnt but I know enough to know that once she starts getting on the black meat she'll start wanting those babies and that could leave me totally SOL (there are so many white women doing that to their husbands here on your site that I can't even count them all). I actually do love her and I don't want to have to divorce her and start over, looking for someone to marry and start a family with. But I don't know how to keep these black men off her. I can see it in her eyes: she wants them bad. But I can't see a way to keep her for myself. I'm sure I'll lose.

How did u manage to get her family to support your marriage plans given that there is such a huge age difference? If she happens to get knocked up by some black guy,what are your plans?

Her father had been out of the picture for a decade or more and her mom was overwhelmed with four kids by four different fathers. My wife was the oldest and also the most expensive. So the mom was glad to get her out of the house and glad to get some occasional help with bills from me and my wife. I don't know what I'll do if she gets knocked up for one of the black guys that are after her. I don't see how I could stay with her or keep her as my wife but I'm at an age where starting over with a new wife would be problematic. I really do love my wife and I don't want to lose her but I can't see myself raising black children while she's out with her black lovers. I just hope it doesn't happen. I hope and pray that she does as she's told. But she is pretty headstrong and likes getting her way all the time.

...delvin and his family lives right next door to me and myparents....himand me started flirting prety heavy on christmas night at a party another nieghbor had that night....and we started hoocking up maybe 2 weeks later....... i got off my b/c sometime last montth and as soon as i done that he started coming at me harder right away .......he been hitting it like a ** crash dummy every since.........and so i would be reel surprised if i am not already knocked up to the black max.........if i have a black baby my parents will totaly ** theirself (there so racest) .... but i would secretly kindof like to do that to them (they need a lessons) ..........and i know i would love delvins black baby forever.....i want to be one of the girls who write you about what they do with there lovers......they are all so cool!

What turns you on about this Delvin guy/ neighbor/ lover? What actions make you conclude that your parents are racists? Why did you take the risk with Delvin and what do you think your parents will say/do when you have a bi-racial child? You are a brave young lady!

...b4 he started putting it in i was mostly justlusting him.....hes hot and hench...... and hes not just one of the dirty stupid hood types that are everywhere....i was into black men every since i was real little and i heard all the stories about theredicks and i wanted them so i started upwith them when i wasreeeeally young and they all; made me happy......but none of themwas any thing like delvin... hes a man man MAN.......and that cockmeat he got makes me do whatever he want and not even care about hiswife and hs children.......i am already ahed of them in his life.........that man can get withme anytinehe want it and i wont ever say no to nothing ever and he KNOWS that right about now......LOL.............that ** is amazing and i belong to that!!!!! my parents have been racest forever and ever and they don't have no black friends and they dont even like black people around them and they use the n-word in private.......i don't use it except when delvin tells me he likes to hear it all the time in ** talk or phone ** or dirty talk when he wants me to takecontrol sometims. this is the best i ever got from any black man or any other kind....plus delvin has the biggest ** ever........my parents will hate me when i pop a black baby .......... but they wont ever know its delvins bcuz we already talked it .......... and we will just keep that on the down.....but i don't plan to have just one.........not even delvin knows yet that i will keep on having those black babies ......... i know he wont ever stop ** this ** so i know i will keep getting knocked up all the way black......and once you go black.....so you don't ever stop it........ more and more babies all the time...........................

You go girl! Sounds so sweet to me. Delvin got so lucky:)

Thanks for sayig that it was delvin who got lucky.......but it wasactualy me who was the one toget lucky! and if you saw this mans ** you would know ittoo.........he is so toatally amazing ! ....i cant even wait to get prgnant! dellvin will loveme more and my parets will **!

Maybe it's just coincidence but my wife and I were at her parents' house a few weekends ago and we all got in their hot tub, a total of six of us. We were all drinking for a while and my mother in law got really drunk. Then everybody started to go back inside but she and I stayed in the tub by ourselves. She started talking about her secret fantasies and she said her newest one and her best one ever is to have an affair with a black man and bear his child. She's 47, so she's a little old to start another family, and she would have grandkids older than any child she could have with a black man, but she's healthy enough and attractive enough to do it. The strange thing is that she actually said she'd been reading a lot about interracial relationships and mixed race offspring on the internet, and that she continually reads a kind of online blog of women who write to a black man asking advice about how to hook up with black lovers and get pregnant by them, WHILE STILL MARRIED. She said it is the sexiest thing she's ever read and it makes her womb ache for a black ** and a black baby. She was SOOOO worked up about the whole thing. She said the writing was sexier than any ** she ever saw, and now today I discovered this space and it sounds right on point! I never knew how hot this woman was, and she's not said anything about it since, so she probably was too drunk that night to remember our conversation, but it's made me look at her differently. And to be honest, it's made me wonder about my wife's secret desires, too.

Did she tell you what the name of the blog she has been reading is? What are your wife's secret desires?

No my mother in law didn't say what the name of the site was and I didn't ask because I wanted to hear more and more of what she was saying and didn't want to interrupt her. I was too afraid that I might break the spell. Even the WAY she was talking was **, plus what she was talking about: it was like she actually had the black ** in her while she was sitting in the hot tub, she was almost grinding and ** while she swore about how bad she wanted it. God I'd never seen her like this and I did NOT want it to end. I've read more here since I first found this page and it all seems to fit.

I don't think my wife has any secret desires: her sexuality is pretty conventional and she's really easy to please. She's never said anything about wanting black men, and certainly not to the extent that her mother shared with me, although I still doubt the mom remembers telling me anything at all. When I think about what the mom said, and how she said it, I get super aroused and sometimes I even **. Wow! WOW!!!! I still can't believe it happened! And when I'm around the mom now I get a hardon that I hope she does NOT see! If my wife saw it, she would assume she was the one exciting me: it would never occur to her that her mother was on my mind.

Earlier this afternoon my lovely white wife sent me the link to this page. I don't know if she's one of the posters here or if she wants to start dating blacks and getting black-knocked-up or if she already IS dating blacks and already IS black-pregnant. She's not answering her phone now. Guess I'll find out when I get home........if I go home........

So,how did she end up sending you the link and what have you found out from her so far?

A married girlfriend of mine frequently dates black men outside her marriage. I've done that a few times, thankfully without hubby getting wise to me. She tells me that there are some black men who can touch you or kiss you or fondle you in a certain way, or just penetrate you, and MAKE you start ovulating. I know that some black men can look at you and know whether or not your ovulating, but making you start it? Have you ever done that or heard about it? She swears that she has been with at least five black guys who could trigger ovulation in a woman.

I am not the OP (I'm a middle-aged married white mom) but maybe I can help clear some of this up. The topic has been raised here before but I stayed on the sidelines for it. Here's what I think has people confused. Nobody can look at you and tell whether or not you're ovulating. They may be able to make assumptions about your cycle status and hunger based on how you've been looking around at men (or at their flies) in the room, but they can't know as a fact just based on visual cues. Smell? Maybe. When a woman is ovulating, she can sometimes produce what is commonly called "grool" (girl drool), and it's often expelled when she urinates: it's that extra-creamy-gooey-cheesy stuff that leaks out while you're going. It can also come out unexpectedly at other times, too: during ** or in high arousal. And it smells very different from urine and even from the ** that some women produce at ** ("squirting"). So some men, those who are closely attuned to the female body, may be able to detect grool by its aroma. But that happens during the ovulation period. HOWEVER, some women can produce grool EVEN IF THEY AREN'T OVULATING. If they are being penetrated unusually hard or really getting pounded, they can leak out grool. But sometimes they can grool quite suddenly, for example, if confronted with a man who is seriously ** or who is making a hard drive to the basket, so to speak: if he turns the ** quickly, there can be a sudden discharge of grool. And that can make the girl think "He made me start ovulating!!!", and that will frequently be misunderstood: she isn't ovulating, she's just crazy aroused and wants that ** that is in the pants of the man in front of her. If she checked her cycle, she would discover that she wasn't ovulating: she was just grooling. I don't think any man -- not even a mad-hung black MAN -- can make you START to ovulate. Though pretty much ALL of them can make you want their babies!! And isn't that enough? :)

"grool = girl drool. Grool is not squirting. It is the lube that women produce when they are sexually aroused. Some girls have clear grool and some girls have creamy grool". Picked that up from urban dictionary,hehe. You explained that so well that I just found myself wondering about you, and what you look like. I just can't help but ask you;are your kids by a black man,do you date, or have you dated black men?(am assuming the answer is yes:).What profession do you work in?..Why havent you been saying anything all along? And don't disappear again into the sidelines,stay active.You did a fine job,thank you.

If women really want black men, and it seems that they do, then why do they marry us? It would be simpler for them just to go after what they want. It's very sad.

That is the most baffling issue to me too. I know of,and you have seen it here, white women, married to white men, and yet venture out for ** or babies with black men.I stopped wondering why decades back,and decided to enjoy the opportunities that presented themselves. This phenomena seems to have been there always, and will continue to be there. I have no explanation for it,but am sure many people here do,especially the women:)

Reread the confession and the title of it. It's not about white people craving black **.
You've misunderstood.

^south pole elf^

The OP was referring to impregnating a white woman, not about a white woman craving black **. So why the ** are you referring to that **?!

^angry elf^

Me and my wife were laying in bed one night last week and she suddenly says shes decided shes going to start dating this black guy from work and that she wants his babies. shes never cheated on me not even once in 2 years of marriage and all of the sudden shes going to get on this major hung black guy and hes going to start breeding her. ive been reading blogs on the internet since then. but where does all this ** come from???? i don't get the sudden change from ordinary white wife to a ** who wants to be knocked up all black.

She has probably finally found,or discovered her true inner sensual self! And that feeling is not going away. You cant even quench it. She will go all out and get that black ** whether you support her or not. So far,you have three choices;support or allow her to enjoy her new found crave,try to stop her,and she will turn rebellious and go get it anyway,or divorce her. Either way,she is a woman and is going to do whatever she wants to do with you or any other man:husband or not. talk to her a while,do some soul searching, and do whatever you think is best. You will not win this one though. She is very caring and brave to give you advanced warning, so that you can mentally prepare youself. You may simply have to love help her raise the bi-racial kids.

Thanks for writing about this situation....believe it or not it did help me deal with it at least for now. i had never really thought of it being brave or caring from her side of things. i thoght it was just selfishness but i think you could be right. i mean she is being blatant about it all. like you said i tried to stop her fromdating but she did turn rabellious and went and got him anyway. then i asked her if we could go to marriage counsling from our church regional office and she just laughed at that and said sure that would be fine as long as i got us "a tall muscular black counlslor with a black black horse ** who would promise to ** me during the sessions". so shes been out with her lover from work twice now and she keeps telling me how he is taking her to heavan. she says she wont leave me. says this is not about breaking up our marriage. but she seems totaly serious about the black babies. on tuesday night she showed me a video on interracial breeding called "white wombs black babies: the new normal". it was basically just ** but it had a narration too that talked about the way white womens bodies make them ache for black ** and black ** and black men and black babies and that when they get married to white men those desires just get stronger and stronger and stronger and stronger. and they will go crazy if they dont satisfy those desires. she says that what we are doing is normal now. and she says i just have to learn to live with it and that i need to do what you said to do....love her and help raise these children. she wants his babies and he wants her to have them. he says he wont have any more children with his wife......only with mine.

What a lucky guy he is "he says he wont have any more children with his wife......only with mine." I am not being incensitive at all,but this very bad deal for you is a great deal for them. I would want something just like that-a willing wife and a dedicated hubby wanting to raise kids for me:). I suggest you find sites and resouces online and elsewhere to help calm your nerves down. As she said,this happens a lot. Many white women are doing this,from what I have seen,read and heard. You can even see it right here on this quasi-blog. You will have to put up with it or bail out. Maybe you can negotiate with her so she can give you one kid of your own amongst the biracial kids. You have kids with her yet? Mostly,its not the black man's idea,most white women,married or not,are very aggressive when they want a black man and they will almost always get him or give in if the man put in an effort or showed interest in a woman. It takes two,and I can be politely aggressive in chasing a married woman,but I also know how aggresive a woman,married or not,can be to get her desired man. I think your dear wife is one of those who know what they want and how to get it,and will not stop till she gets it. Just kiss her ** and all will be fine for you.If you don't yu gonna lose her for sure. The way it is now, you atleast have 50% of her.I so wish I was her lover,but man to man,I feel your anxiety and its totally genuine. just know if your wife did not do that guy,she would have done it with any other nice black guy. That is not to say she is a **,simply means she desires black men and mixed kids more, and has to do what she has to do to quench her desires.

You sure seem to understand these situations real well and that is amazing to me and i am sure it is amazing to everybody else here nd i guess its why you have this page and so much follwers. we don't have kids together yet and we may not ever have them but she seems like shes going to have a lot of babies for her new lover and she says that to me. and yeah she says she was the aggressor intheir relationship just like you said she was although it seems like he seduced her into going for him. i dont have not all the facts but it sure looks like he was flirting her a lot and touching her a lot and even sometimes stroking his long thick ** through his pants right in front of her to let her see the size of it and talking with her about interracial relationships and how white women have a natural desire to bear black babies and more so if their married. and he was doing all this at their work. he was the one who gave her that video about "white wombs and black babies" and now shes made me watch that ** like a dozen times already (i guess i shouldnt sayit but i actually do find myself thiking about the video when i shouldnt be like at my work or driving or even lying in bed with her). i asked herabout whether or not she might ever have a white baby with me sometime in the futre like you said to and she laughed. she just laughed at me. and then she told me the news that her man had took her off her birth control pills last friday night. it was while he was ** her in our bed. and then he called me and told me that i cant have any more of her ** until at least after they have a baby. he said that her ** belongs to him now and he dont want me up in their ruining their family or once his babys in there.

.....you can always tell the **....when the married white ** calls him 'daddy'......