Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant

Fake as **.

no its not fake. i have talked with this man and he is very genuine and incredibly honest and extremely real, and i think he is totally going to knock up some lucky (and probably quite young) married white gal. and soon.

Very true:) Thanks for the support and the well wish.

Fake as rocking horse **

** hat handler......

You are a **!

and you are a ** hat handler

like a lot of white women i have had the fantasy of being impregnated by a black man and letting my husband think he fathered the child right up to the minute the baby is born

Tell us more please:)

i have 3 kids already all white and i never once felt ** while i was pregnant with any of them or after they were born but just the whole idea of being pregnant with a black baby and carrying that baby for 9 months and giving birth to him or her is so hot and ** to me even more than the idea of being impregnated itself by the black man which is super hot on its own but the pregnancy is just so much hotter and sexier.......i mean i want the black ** like all white women do god yes i want that black ** who doesnt? i mean christ yes i want that black ** deep over and over and over i want so bad i ache for it sometimes but then getting so totally knocked up and carrying that baby around in me its just completely ** with everybody thinking its my husbands when its not and its black......omg omg omg omg omg it would be such a dream ** true

What you gonna do about this now?

All these spam eaters ** **.

G'day, ** Burglars!

what the . . . ???

Thats what I say..I think this Meow thing has taken the fun out of this now.Do you see the fake apology below from another thread/confession?

singles bars are your best bet

Relating to my life,single bars have been a source of great/good ** but not for a baby thus far.I cannot explain why.

"My sincerest apologies for being such a ** when I posted MEOW hundreds of times in these confessions. I found God and I won't be bothering you anymore. And my sincerest apologies for all the people I annoyed. Yours in Jesus, my personal Savior" - Meow

Perfume and incense bring joy to the heart, and the pleasantness of a friend springs from their heartfelt advice.

Meow??? No. WOOF!

Ohh my goodness I posted a reply and all I saw is this meow thing.Anybody here who knows how to remove it?Its disgusting!

"Remove it"? "REMOVE IT"? You will NEVER remove it! Meow rocks! Meow rules! Yes, MEOW RULES! TOTALLY RULES!!!!

Not anymore.

Yes. Still. Totally. Forever.

(continued from below) I'm at work this morning so I only have about a minute. I think you are totally right about Cedric: I got the distinct impression from the wife that he controls things in the family and gets his way so yeah......I think it's very very possible he might be the sort who would tell her even before the baby is born and just tell her "deal with that **!!". As for my own husband I haven't decided that yet but like I said before I really just LOVE the surprise scenario, don't you? And I want my children and my parents surprised by the baby's race too. And you're right about seeing now how my black guys at work are far inferior to Cedric but I reeeeeeeeeeeally loved the thought you had that they'll be wanting to get with me after they find out that I've gone black and brought home a baby to show for it! Great thought! Although I still would love to have all four of those horse ** ** me every now and then for fun!!! but the best thing you said was that I'll have BABIES growing in me in a few months: not "baby" but "babies". LOVE IT!!! Gotta jet....work calls. Maybe more later today or tomorrow........... thank you thank you

Glad you decided to come to the top.You know,it amazes me how some guys get so lucky without even knowing or trying-Cedric,your co-workers...they have no clue how much desire they arouse in you daily n nightly.I agree the surprise will be good and thrilling and your other kids may enjoy having very different looking brothers and sisters for sure and I wish you could have it video taped so you can enjoy the moment over and over again.Some hospitals allow that while others don't.Have a good contingency plan, in case hubby decided to bail out on you-but I remember you said earlier on that what you say pretty much goes so you are fine and protected in that aspect.Without me telling you this,you know you will have to cut off ** with your hubby for a while to be sure Cedric gets a better and exclusive right to all of you so that he can be the one to knock you up for sure.Out of curiosity,what state are you in?

Back again for a few minutes.......I had come before but there was nothing but spam so I bailed. I haven't been preparing hubby for black babies but I decided on something I thought would be better. As I mentioned I am total Type A and he knows that so what Ive been doing is asserting myself even more in our relationship and being really strongwilled and bold about EVERYthing. He says he noticed that I am more pushy now than ever but thats good for my plan and the reason is that Im pretty sure I can convince him to raise the first child even if he ** himself over it. But my longer term plan is to be able to maintain the sexual relationship with the babys father and do that out in the open without ever having to hide about it (I want my daughters in particular to know that Ive gone black and am staying black: more later on that topic). And also I dont intend to have my husband raise just one black baby for my black lover and me: hes going to be raising more. So I have to be able to force the man into doing things and permitting things against his own best interest. Thats my plan. I still havent even met Cedric yet but that happens this week! Wish me luck!

That is something...you getting bolder at home and your plans are deeper than I thought! Yes we got hit with spam and the flow was messed up badly.I am very interested in chatting with you more about this and it seems that time is scarce on your side.We can talk more, better,consistently and confidentially via email;though we can both post here too.My email is twohushers at hushmail dot com.Really,anybody interested can contact me too. I'll be waiting.

That is something...you getting bolder at home and your plans are deeper than I thought! Yes we got hit with spam and the flow was messed up badly.I am very interested in chatting with you more about this and it seems that time is scarce on your side.We can talk more, better,consistently and confidentially via email;though we can both post here too.My email is twohushers14 at hushmail dot com.Really,anybody interested can contact me too. I'll be waiting.Disregard the email without a 14.twohushers14 is the correct one.Sorry and thanks.OP.

Sorry but I swore off email for this type of communication about 4 yrs ago when I almost got caught exchanging some really filthy messages with a guy I was having a VERY minor affair with at the time: I lied and said it was just cyber and I got out of the trouble but it was a close call. The tracking is easier on that because the message gets left on the other end even if you delete on your end. So I just stopped doing that and found other ways to make an end run around hubby's occasional nosiness. With this site if I delete it from my browsing history every day it cant be tracked back to me nearly as easy at home or at work. I'm getting really excited about Cedric and meeting him and getting with him. My ** fantasies are all about him now just him and nobody else. After the baby I plan to date him right out under everybodys noses including my husband and his wife and God and Jesus and the whole ** world. My best girlfriend is the only one beside you that I have mentioned this to and she says everybody will call me a ** for doing what I plan on doing and I told her that I know that and that is just what I want and its what Im going to get. Im going to be an amazing ** and so proud of it. I will tell you more when I can. But now its back to the grind.......

Just find a big fat white chick fresh out of HS and stick your ** ** into her ** holster. Fill her fat gunt up with your splouge and make one of your little nappy haired blackenese future gang members. You nigs do that ** all the time, why the ** are you having so much trouble with it? What are you some kind of ** **?

Lol,I can read a lot from what you just posted.How did writing all that make you feel?

I don't mean this to be sarcastic, but as a purely practical matter you might consider looking at trailer parks. I know it's a horrible cliché, but it's totally true that they are frequently filled with hotties who are always good to go, and while some of them may be racist, there are many who don't care about your skin color, just the size of your ** and how often you use it on them. So, if you're interested in having a LTR with the mother, maybe the trailers aren't a good bet for you, but if you just want to know that you've fathered a child by a white gal (especially a MARRIED white gal), and you're comfortable with the child being raised by someone of perhaps lower social status, the trailer parks should offer what they refer to as "a target-rich environment": believe me, I know. Happy hunting!!

You know what,sounds bad reading it but I have heard and read casually about "trailer trash"(no offense intended) over the years. I just never thought about it the way you just pointed it out.Since my methods are not materializing so far,I may have to carefully give that a try.There is no right or wrong way to find a mate then,lol. Thanks.

Several years ago, I hung out with and drank with a group of women -- all married -- who lived in the same trailer park. They were a loud, raucous and sexually aggressive bunch who would spend at least two nights every week in the same bar, drinking until they couldn't. For the same reason you noted, they resisted anyone calling them "trailer trash", but they proudly referred to THEMSELVES as "trailer tramps", I guess because it made them sound almost as aggressive as they actually were. There were between five and eight of them on any given night at the bar, and over the course of about a year, I had ** with four. No secrecy or jealousy: they were just "a ** bunch of broads" (also their phrase), and were fine with sharing their extramarital partners with one another (but never, NEVER their husbands). In fact, several times over that period, one would come to me and say something like, "Belinda is having a tough time and she needs some love: can you help her out?" All for one and one for all, is what they would say. I enjoyed knowing them, and I would still be in their midst but I got transferred to another town for work. Cest la vie.

That was an awesome deal for you!Now I may have to look at trailer parks differently. Did you score any more women at the new city?Do you happen to have a kid outside your marriage(assuming you are or were married?

You're right, it was awesome. I really enjoyed the company of all of them, even setting aside the sexual elements: they were just a fun bunch and I still miss them. There's one that I've stayed in touch with, and we've gotten together here and there over the years, but they're all so much more fun when they are all together as a group, really wild and borderline dangerous: you never know what's going to happen when they're together. Yes, I'm married and I've had a couple of affairs since I've been here, one that lasted less than a year, and another that went on for just over three years and ended last fall. Since then, I met a young intern at work and we have been flirting and making out a lot (Friday happy hour!) but no ** yet beyond the occasional ** or clothes-on **. As for fathering a child outside of marriage, I've always thought that the child of an older married woman I dated when I was a freshman in college was probably mine, because of circumstances too convoluted to explain here, but she never admitted to the possibility of it being anyone's other than her husband's. They had been having trouble conceiving, so I've always thought she came to me for better swimmers than her hubby had. At the time, the possibility of having a child "out there" was kinda scary, but now when I think of it, the idea is kinda hot. Maybe it's just me.......

I was raised in a prejudiced household, my parents and brothers and sister are all biased against blacks, and although I try hard to offset all their ignorance and negativity, I married a white guy without tasting the dark meat and now I regret it. I wish I had tried it before I got married.

its not too late

AMEN SISTER!!!

heres the problem. once a black man ** you he owns you. and you arent going to want to ** your husband anymore.

Sounds like a satisfying and delightful problem some women love to have or hope to indulge in.When a bi-racial child, with a black guy, comes out,its living testament that the white woman has been, openly or discreetly, gratifying herself with a (big?) ** whose color is quite different than hubby's and there is no denying. That's when whatever has been going on secretly comes out to the light of the world,so to speak.

She is absolutely right and I can attest to it. I started the affair with my black lover Darryl just very casually, looking for some fun and some fire in my drab day-to-day existence with my husband and children. But the very first time I went to bed with him, I knew it wasn't casual. And HE knew it, too. He also knew that he could have anything with me he wanted. He saw it in my eyes. I would have married him had he said the word, I would have dumped my family and lived for him, but he has never asked, not wanting to leave his black wife and family. But when he calls, I go. Every single ** time. He really truly does own me just like she said it. It's ownership. And not only do I not want to ** my husband anymore, I don't ** him. Haven't ** him even once in the over 18 months of the affair I'm having with Darryl. The only man I ** is Darryl and the only man I even WANT to ** is Darryl. What we have is ** and it's hot and it's secret and it's sometimes even reeeeeeeally dirty, but I truly believe it is love. I love him. No one may understand this, but in all the ways that really matter to me, Darryl is my husband, and he has been since the first night he penetrated me with that overheated black supersprayer of his. Yes, he does own me. And God, I love him owning me.

Better late than never! Don't let your current disposition prevent you from experiencing black.On the other hand,I think you should have made your parents even more happier by marrying a black guy, and inviting them over for birthdays anniversaries,holidays and any other occasions you could think of.Thanks for sharing but do what you think will make you happiest.