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I allow my child to smoke
I smoke four packs a day, and have for a long time. My six year old girl recently asked me to let her puff on my ciggy. So I did. She asked to do it repeatedly all day. By the end of the day, she wanted her own ciggy. So I gave her one. Since then, she has been smoking like a champ, about a pack a day. I somehow feel guilty but not really. I actually don't think it's all that bad for her to smoke.
Recently, I cut down to 2 packs a day because I am pregnant--3 months. I just don't think I should deprive myself just because I a pregnant. I expect my new baby will want to smoke too, and I don't have a problem teaching it how to do it. I love smoking more that anything. I don't think I'm all that bad, but my friends say I'm wrong. Any comments?
Ren and Lilly,
Don't take the cigars to school and definitely DON'T smoke them in the public arena.
Mum
Belinda,
By the way, I'm happy the pregnancy - baby thing is settled.
I think that would be a mistake at this age.
Cate.
Belinda,
Here's Lola's particulars:
Height - 58 inches tall
Weight - 83 lbs. - slender build, small feet.
Hair: Red - long, soft in color, Jessica Chastain would be a comparison
Eyes - green.
Likes to dress provocatively and show her body. Wears ** sandals,
Not troubled by ** - especially her own.
Very uninhibited. I've even seen her publicly urinate when she had no
where else to go.
In a word: Vivacious.
Just a personal observation: No wonder she's so good at what she's doing.
Cate.
Belinda, Lily, Ren, Oksana,
Here are my thoughts.
I personally would rather see all of you going out, looking for men, having
s-x for money and basically living as Lola is doing, than having babies.
In all this discussion, no one has addressed what you want to as to how
it's going to affect the children you girls will be responsible for raising.
I would rather sell myself, than bring a child into a situation, for the
reasons described. I hope this doesn't offend you, but that's my
opinion.
Cate.
Cate,
That's my thoughts exactly, I should have been more direct. The girls are happy with your sentiments. My girls didn't sleep last night with the excitement and anticipation of it all. Do you have an email address you're able to use so we can better communicate without your name in it. I use one that is attached to my partner's email.
Belinda
Belinda,
Are you saying this little adventure is on?
What did Oksana's mum say?
Hope everyone has a good time and lives up to your expectations!
Cate.
Cate,
I was envying Lola as did Lilly and Ren when I heard she was being a prostitute. Now I'm going to envy Lilly and Ren for doing the same thing. Belinda has been good to me. She talked my mum into letting me smoke, drink at parties and have **. Belinda knows how I feel about this but she doesn't know how to ask my mum if I can do the same and go to bars with them and get **.
Do you have any ideas.
Oksana
Oksana,
Perhaps Belinda could assure your mum, that she would be a sort of
chaperone to whatever activities you girls engage in. I take it that you
girls have pretty much decided what it is you want to do. I wish you
all the best. Have fun, but please don't make frivolous decisions
about getting pregnant or having babies.
Cate.
Cate,
This new arrangement will quash any thought of babies. I've told Ren and Lilly if their new path is going to be pursued then I don't want to hear anything further about them getting pregnant or having babies and that goes for Oksana.
Belinda
Cate,
Your idea is a good suggestion, I get more guys when I'm around Lilly and Ren, they are very pretty and the tallest by far in our class at school and I envy their t#ts size. I'm only 5 feet 1. How tall is Lola? Belinda is going to buy them new revealing outfits to work in.
Oksana.
Cate,
I want to hold a ** dinner party and have it catered for and invite our friends over and their kids who are in Ren and Lilly's circle of friends. It's short notice but they usually attend when I put on these dinners because it is at no cost to them. The men and women and kids can see Ren, Lilly, Oksana and my piercings for the first time. Oksana's mum likes her piercings but I'm not sure whether she'll have them. Maybe if she sees mine (after I see them), she'll think about it. I don't know what it is with s ex but since Ren and Lilly have come to understand they'll getting experimental with it by coming out with me to hook up with men, they have been talking dirtier and smoking more. I must say, I like that in them.
Belinda
Cate,
Ren and Lilly have just turned 12. They want babies now for 2 reasons. (1) because their babies will be close in age to my baby twins. (2). They want their babies while they are still young. They like the idea that I'm only 15 years older than them but they want the age bracket between them and their babies to be less in years.
You're correct in saying they were alluding to starting our ** nights straight away but I didn't acknowledge them when they asked about a starting frame. Instead I pondered about it when I went to bed. I only addressed a start date with them after dinner tonight. We'll start just after Easter when I home school them and a few others. I'm getting my ** and ** piercings tomorrow.
Belinda
Belinda,
Missed your comment below.
I think Lola is hurt by Phillip's treatment, and probably feels used.
I also think that's why she's seeking affection and response from the men she has to service. As a nine year old girl with intense feelings, no one enjoys being rejected.
Cate.
Cate,
It's obvious that Phillip doesn't give a flying f uck about Lola.
Belinda
Belinda,
How old are the girls? I'm sort of guessing around twelve or thirteen.
Also, what reason do they give for wanting to get pregnant. A baby
is not a toy or a status symbol. It's a lot of fu-king work and playtime
is over.
Cate.
Ren,
I don't know how many times I've told you not to ring me multiple times a day when I'm at work unless it's urgent. Your call went to message bank and I texted you back letting you know I'll buy you and Lilly a tin of cigars. I don't consider you wanting cigarettes or cigars a good enough reason to ring me. Should you need more cigarettes then take a pack of mine if you're short.
We spoke at length last night about the 3 of us getting men to have s ex with. I want you to think about your silly reason for wanting to become pregnant. You have to decide what you want, either we're to go out and meet men or you and Lilly have babies. You can't have both. We can't expect my sister to look after the twin babies and your newborns.
Lola is in a different position as I've explained many times.
Belinda
Ren,
Don't worry about it sweetheart. We have a change of plan now. We and mum have got this all sorted out.
Love Lilly xoxo
Ren,
Cate here. Sorry for chiming in.
Lola's situation is a bit different. If I had control of the situation, I might do things a bit differently, and perhaps Lola might be at least on the pill.
That's not the case, and Lola is making her own decisions without
parental input. your Mum has an advantage I no longer have.
Cate.
Cate,
You and I were both addressing Ren symaltaneously, echoing each other's reasoning. Thank you for your input.
Belinda
Mum,
Why is it that you don't have any issue with Lola not being on the pill or using condoms yet you expect us to do differently? If we get pregnant sobeit, that's what we want anyways.
And I tried ringing you then I texted you to bring home a tin of Wee Willem cigars for Lilly and I to share. A tin of ten cigars will do.
Ren
Belinda,
I have a feeling that Lily and Ren want to do this, however, I think this
is something they want to do now, not at sixteen or eighteen years
old. If you're comfortable with this and are also participating with
the girls, trust your instincts. But I believe this is something the girls
want to do now, not later
Cate.
Cate,
This is what Ren and Lilly discussed with me and I've been wanting to share with you. They want us to go together to bars when they're 18, (younger if they look the part - 16 perhaps, if they can get away with it.) There we will pick up men and take them to a hotel room and f uck. This is no different than us holding wife-swap parties as we do now. The only provision the are making is that their father and I stay together. I'm positive this is a reasonable thing to do and it'll work out fine.
Belinda
Belinda,
It's been a lovely evening. I just got it again! I feel so juicy!
I told Lola to call me if she felt the need and she said she would. I was
happy with that, and we left it there.
Although I didn't press my questioning too far, I tried to gather how
she liked her new life. She said she loves the attention she gets from dressing
provocatively, really enjoys the variety of men, and occasionally a man will
give her money extra from what is paid to Phillip or his brothers. She
thinks the men appreciate that she gives them extra attention instead of
"just getting the job done". Since the father of the twins had paid Phillip so
well, she really showed them a nice time, too. She really liked them, and
they seemed to like her. She hopes they'll come back again.
The only down side, Phillip shows no interest in her now. He just
demands some oral from her occasionally and that's it. No more real
intimacy. He got what he wanted - a new wh-re.
The piercings sound fabulous! Tell the girls to follow instructions on
keeping everything fresh and clean.
And will you please tell me what it is that you have to tell me?
You said still something to say, but later.
It's later! Tell me.
Cate.
Cate,
That's so f ucked up. So money is greater than love. How does Lola feel about Phillip now, apart from being used, if not abused emotionally? It's my bet he'll wipe her like a dirty as s if she gets pregnant.
Belinda
Cate,
I'm so happy for you that you're getting your ** f ucked. Mum and dad have always had their bedroom door open when they f uck and they often tell us nothing at all is a secret in our house. Mum and dad walk our home as do Ren and I and dad likes our piercings.
Lilly