I love getting fatter
I just love being fat and slowly getting fatter. I've always been a big girl but really got into being a fatty right after high school. I guess it was the sudden lack of peer pressure, just my friends who didn't care how much I weighed. I have steadily been gaining about 10-12 pounds a year--nothing dramatic, just steadily. I was right around 200 pounds (5'5") when I got married. My husband likes fat women, so he does nothing to discourage my overeating. Well, I've been married for 18 years now and hit 400 pounds a couple of days ago. My husband loves it and I simply don't care how fat I get. Problem is, over the last few years, I've gotten health problems. First high cholesterol, but I take a pill for that, so I don't worry about it. Next, high blood pressure, but I don't worry about that either because I take 2 pills for that. This year, I got diabetes. That worried me, because while I take pills for that now, my doctor said I might have to start taking insulin shots. Yikes! I hate needles. I just keep hoping it won't come to that, because I am not very excited about losing weight or no longer gaining.