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I love getting fatter
I just love being fat and slowly getting fatter. I've always been a big girl but really got into being a fatty right after high school. I guess it was the sudden lack of peer pressure, just my friends who didn't care how much I weighed. I have steadily been gaining about 10-12 pounds a year--nothing dramatic, just steadily. I was right around 200 pounds (5'5") when I got married. My husband likes fat women, so he does nothing to discourage my overeating. Well, I've been married for 18 years now and hit 400 pounds a couple of days ago. My husband loves it and I simply don't care how fat I get. Problem is, over the last few years, I've gotten health problems. First high cholesterol, but I take a pill for that, so I don't worry about it. Next, high blood pressure, but I don't worry about that either because I take 2 pills for that. This year, I got diabetes. That worried me, because while I take pills for that now, my doctor said I might have to start taking insulin shots. Yikes! I hate needles. I just keep hoping it won't come to that, because I am not very excited about losing weight or no longer gaining.
I'm what is called a feeder, someone who loves to get stuffed by someone for the purposes of getting fatter. I'm certainly in the neighborhood of your weight but a bit shorter. I'm diabetic with insulin shots. It's not that bad. In fact, I cheat and inject more insulin than I need, which makes my hypoglycemic and real hungry so I can eat more. I have really packed on the pounds since I started insulin. I say, keep gaining and don't stress. If you get to the point of needing insulin, and you might not, your husband can give you the shots if you can't do it yourself.
You're sick. I hope you don't have any children. What a disgusting fetish.
If you don't do something to improve your health, you could be shopping for a coffin. And since you're so large, it will have to be a very large coffin and a large plot. I'm really not trying to be funny or mean..but if you don't take care of yourself that is your alternative. Your husband can think your weight is great. And he can love you, but is he prepared to bury you? Are you prepared? Fetishes are great, and like the other commenter said..if it it begins to to threaten your livelihood you need to really make some changes. Do you have children? Figure out what's important to you and make changes to make a difference. Your body is telling you it's shutting down. Losing weight is going to be difficult, but doable. But you like to eat and most likely have other emotional reason for overeating. But if you're serious, your doctor could put you on a program. Hope you'll look into it so you can be here for a long time to come.
Im big into feederism and i love women like you im a FA myself, but i have to agree Health before fetish, good luck. -bbwlover
Health before fetishes always! You only have one body.