What do I do now?
I just want this question answered. What do you do when you love a person of a race you hate? I have seen members of a race mistreat my mother so badly and she just kept gong back to the same type of guy of the same race. I have tried to have no relationship with them but what if you were thrown into a situation for several months with someone of that race and you fell for that person?
I posted my issue several hours ago and it's missing. I am in a real mess for a few reasons. Two of those reasons are, he is close to one of my closest friends and she doesn't know I am a racist. She's a very good person who hates prejudice and bigotry. She and the rest of my friends have seen me put up a front and they will find out today. I called him names to push him away. I have been literally sick to the stomach ever since. Anyone out there have any advice?