I'm a horrible wife.
On the day of my wedding last June I had ** with the guy I had been dating before I met my fiancé. He did me three times that day. Whenever I had broke up with him before that he told me he could come back whenever he wanted and do me and that I wouldn't stop him. I laughed at him then but then he showed up the morning of the wedding after not talking to me for like a year and he was right. I couldn't say no. I also haven't been able to say no since then whenever he comes back for more. I haven't told him no even once. Not once. I'm terrible but I can't help myself around the guy. It feels like my body was made just for his **. And he knows that. I don't love him at all but I can't stay off him. My husband is the love of my life but he has no idea of what I'm doing. I hate myself for this.
I have to say that the girl who wrote in about getting shagged two hours before her wedding and then again at the reception, well that is the most ** thing I ever read!!!
One of my exes showed up at my wedding, and I saw him as I was walking down the aisle. I was so distracted the whole time during the ceremony that I could hardly focus on what the preacher was saying and what I supposed to be doing. I just kept thinking that my ex had come there to ** me and how good it would feel to have him ** me. And I was right. That's exactly what he did. He ** me at the reception. More than once. And he's kept ** me ever since then. He says I'm even nastier now than I was when we were dating. And we also ** more now that I'm married than we ever did while we were dating. I love having both him and my husband in my life. I'm living the dream.