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I'm a horrible wife.
On the day of my wedding last June I had ** with the guy I had been dating before I met my fiancé. He did me three times that day. Whenever I had broke up with him before that he told me he could come back whenever he wanted and do me and that I wouldn't stop him. I laughed at him then but then he showed up the morning of the wedding after not talking to me for like a year and he was right. I couldn't say no. I also haven't been able to say no since then whenever he comes back for more. I haven't told him no even once. Not once. I'm terrible but I can't help myself around the guy. It feels like my body was made just for his **. And he knows that. I don't love him at all but I can't stay off him. My husband is the love of my life but he has no idea of what I'm doing. I hate myself for this.
You are so so so so sooooooo right about this and especially for my wife when you speak of the "uncontrollable amazing emotions" that a woman experiences when they are first penetrated by a man of such size and incredible skill. My wife said at the ** club the first night with Ryan (the "owner" I mentioned) that she felt a form of ecstasy and hunger and desire and love that she had never felt before, along with many other emotions that don't have words to describe them. So, yes: you thoroughly understand the physical and emotional state that these women have when properly stimulated. And another thing is worth mentioning. Ryan has said, also like you, that he has fathered many children, even more than he is aware of, and that surprisingly, over three-quarters of the mothers are married to other men (or at least they were, at the time of the impregnations). Yes, you and Ryan and other endowed men like you both are certainly altering the paths of many many women. And making them happy. Much more happy than their husbands ever had or ever could.
First, I must comment on the composition of your message. Judging from the attentive, caring word & sentence structure, it reads softly & with emotion, as if written from a feminine point of view. Fundamentally, I prefer communicating with women anyhow.. Anyhow that stated, it is a very rewarding emotion, knowing I posses such a degree of dynamic power due to the way I manage my decisions & what women I select to interact with..
Furthermore, it's quite obvious I am spot on once again!!