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Okay, so yesterday I accidentally cut my thumb open trying to self harm and I had to go to the hospital and get stitches. I told my mom I was just playing with the razor and that I wasn't trying to harm myself. The staff at the hospital didn't believe me so I had to talk to a specialist in mental health. I confessed to her that I kinda wanted to kill someone. Not anyone in particular, just someone. I told her it sounded fun to me. She told me she would talk to my mom but I told her no and started to get mad and I walked out. I came back a few minutes later and she had brung my mom in and I waited for my mom to say something but she didn't. So the lady never told my mom about what I said but I still have the feelings about doing it. I really do need help but I'm so scared to ask for it. What should I do?
You were getting all the attention you needed right there, moron! Would you have run and cried to the hospital if you'd cut where you wanted, instead of being too dumb to slice yourself in a place where the scar would look cool? Next time take a deep breath and FOCUS. Start at the wrist and run that bad boy all the way to the elbow, at least two knuckles deep, on both wrists. You will get even more attention, even though some of it will be after you're dead. But you'll get to be a tragic hero in your own mind, so go for it! #goals
Go to someone for help don't let fear overpower you this time. Think of how much better things will be if you do accept help
You had the perfect opportunity to get help - idiot