Not Random

I wish you all the luck, love and happiness.

To my dear beloved,
If you ever stumble across this message, I hope you know that your thoughts are reciprocated. I love you and miss you. No time or space can make me forget you. I am always with you in spirit and just knowing you are here in the physical, makes my life worthwhile. Please be happy and at peace for I know without any doubts, that you and I will one day reunite. I have faith.
Godspeed **

Merry Christmas to you too.

Feel Safe .

I loveeeeeee you ,just love you my dear.

Sending you all the love inside me.

Full not received some quota missing I want it all :)

I wont mind to become selfish :)

I do feel and you should know I only want to feel your love not any crisscrossing .It scares me to core when thoughts of chasing mirage comes into mind.

I love and miss you too and you very well know it ..

Stay calm ,be happy and keep glowing.

I am not convinced it's with my person I interacted ...the vibes made me come here but now I think it's time to quit...
I tried heart n soul that's my consolation but saddest part that will always remain is never it was enuf...
I failed and lost in every way ...
Wish you all happiness...

The last time we spoke was by glass doors.

If that makes any sense...please find a way to let me know in the real world. X

Sense????? My foot you have confused yourself and made me a fool and misled everything..

I dont know what needs to be done ,It hurts tremendously to cocoon myself but your retreating inspires me to think you dont need me in real terms.I Trust I am loved no doubt i have or else i couldnt walk such long distance but the way you keep yourself unavaliable hurts me much.It compels me to think your are comfortable in this world not in real terms.But i dont prefer talking to walls without knowing who I am speaking to and telling things that is so very close to me heart.
Both online yet silence remain who wins other than ego no one,what we get pain and burning what we lose our smiles and refreshing relief.
But I cant change your thought process i surrender ..Past should be past if one wants to walk forward but if one prefers to compare then what will i say its better i take away my presence from your life.
Nothing i think is left to be given or made it clear from my side what i wish and want but that is not enough for you it made me feel.
if you ever feel to just reach out i am ,and i will always be there for you waiting and gladly smiling to have you back in my arms.

My desire to connect with you is stronger than my ego.
I do need you in real terms. That's all I've desired. Give me the tiniest poke in the real world... and I'll gladly surrender. I would do it right this minute.

Send an email to the real me... even just saying hello... But contact me now so that I know it's you. I'll gladly smash my ego. X

Why can't you do the same.What stops you.

Loving you always I wait to hear what your heart has to say.Trust me the unspoken words that I hear make me fall in love everyday...

My heart is bursting to tell you so much. X

You know am yours only love me the way you want ...my whole being awaits you make me melt into you..craving you

My heart erupted last few days had to allow it cause it was piercing me too bad.
Can't love anyone else though I understand I &you can't ever be WE..
now am hurting bad for paining a soul ,like a kid I behaved insensitive,..
Sorry is nt d proper word it's becoming a game I repeat I apologize so if from heart I feel sorry I will apologize then but trust I do know I am wrong in hurting,its pure selfish way of finding relief to pain accusing other who might not even have an inkling how my thoughts are flowing..
A tight hug with purest form of love...

I missed my share of sunshine today

I really craved your physical presence today. Love to you. **

You only have the power to make me blush with your magical touch my heart turns to pink.love you xoxo

I get too ** nervous. I have no idea how to handle the situation so I talk a lot about nothing. Hiding myself. My nerves kill the spark. I care so much but the elephant in the room is making me act in an affected way. I'm sorry I gave you a hard time today. I think you're amazing. I won't explain why here. If those things are said they should only be said in person. I do wish we could change environment once ( something about the atmosphere makes me uneasy) have a drink and see what happens. If you ever wanted to... I'd do it in a heartbeat. Today... I put too much pressure on myself. I need to let go of expectations. I need to calm my mind. I love you. I crave you... for the record I was daydreaming about...you...you know that though. :) When I have the time I'll write a confession in the adult section. :) Btw instinct tells me we have a mutual acquaintance. I understand what you said today... It hurt... But I'm letting go. You have my love though. Always. Xxxxxx

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All Greek

Love you missing you too much

Love is all I feel only about you don't keep any doubts about that.
The frustrations do come out at times because I can't console my heart.xoxo.
But by now you should have been convinced parting away can't be our call..

I want to step closer. I've not given up. :) xxxx

I'm one step closer, it takes all of me to not run to you now,

I'd love that more than anything...

Also ...I don't want to regret. This feels too important for that. I'm lost as to how to approach it though. It would be such a relief to just say everything. My deepest love to you. Xoxoxo

I hv never stopped you from opening out rather would embrace your thoughts ,you know it better than me

I promise to share them with you in person. :) Missing you.

Each deep sigh makes me realize I miss you crazy.