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Letters to nana #1
Its been nearly a year since youve gone, i dont know how i have lasted this long, you missed my 15th birthday and ashleys 24th, brionys 16th and your going to miss bens 20th. i remember coming to your house every summer to sleep and we used to attempt sleep at 12am and then give up by 4am and just talk, we used to talk about the most random things, like your childhood memories and how much your nan was more of a mum to you than your real mum. i keep waking up at 2/3 am expectingyou to be thereand askme for a cup of tea cause your 'spitting feathers' you usedto wake me up saying my name and then ask if i was awake. i still listen to the cd ofyou singing, i think about you alot and wonderif your still watchingme but i dont think you will be you're probably up there with uncle brian and ashley's babies. i guess this is just a letter to you to just vent about how much i miss you and randomthings going on in my life, i cant write it out physically cause mum might find it and she'll cry cause she isnt dealing with you being gone anymorethan the rest of us,
lots of love **
Omg i'm crying. this is a very heart felt post. thank you.
You have beautiful memories. Embrace them. They are all any of us have worth having.
Good luck. Xo
Speak if you wanna speak open your mind live your life.