I'm a chalemelon
I am 14 years old and female.
Does that make me more emotional.... probably.
So the fact is, I've never understood myself, who I am, my feelings, the things I do, none of it.
And to avoid showing the true self I am alone and inside I have created a fake me. The me everyone thinks I am.
A cheery happy girl, who yells a lot and smiles all the time.
I've created the person I wish I was and pretended to be that person. For 5 years I've been this person and it's not me. I can't stop being this person as much as I want to.
I've been suffering through depression and I'm certain I have anxiety.
I recently learned my personailty is INFJ
And it says some people with this personailty type suffer through being depressed and have anxiety and can portray someone they are not in the pubic eye
I don't really know what to do
How to be my true self
I wish someone would help me