I worship Satan

I'm 29 and married. We go to a local community church called Unity. I have two small children (5 and 3).

My husband's away for business a fair amount (he's a software consultant), and when he's gone, I wait for the children to go to sleep, light a black candle I bought at Walmart, and then worship Satan. I tell him to come into my heart, that I give him my soul without reservations, that I want to go to h*** and serve him.

And it's all true. I love my husband, but our s** life is so... dull. I can't stand it. He is _so_ practical and conservative. I got him to go out to the bar a few months ago (my mother was babysitting the kids), and I tried to get some kind of response and just couldn't. I pointed at a sexy redhead who was smoking and said "whoa, that's pretty sexy" (I would _love_ permission to start smoking) and he just said "that's dumb, doesn't she know they cause cancer?" Well of course we do dumbfuck, but we want to have some FUN.

I don't know what to do. I do love my husband, and he's a good father. But I hate living this goody-two-shoes life. I'd like for us to explore more sexually, to try a few other things (go to Colorado and smoke some dope on a vacation). And I hate Jesus and his endless suffering/meek crap.

So I worship Satan. I get naked, light the black candle and say some prayers. And I ALWAYS feel better But I need to decide what do do. I love my family, but I cannot live this life!

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  • Satan is my Master and true God. I strip naked & pray by candlelight while stroking myself. Sexually and otherwise, Satan is far superior to the Abrahamic god. Our Dark Lord turns me on sexually. He is the most envied Father of all time.

  • I would absolutely love to worship Satan with you. I despise God’s law and spurn his kingdom. I worship whores and am bound by l***.

  • Touching myself as I read this. I hadn't considered Satan... my husband and I are lapsed Christians. Are there good books to get started with?

  • I started smoking. My husband is a little freaked, but I think he finds it kind of sexy, too. I'm praying for a demonic lover, but if I don't get that, I'm going to tell my husband that we either start swinging or I leave. I need to f*** more, and I don't want to limit myself to one gender, either.

    I'm still praying to Satan at night.

  • Smoking isn't good for you, and I try not to smoke too much, but i do like it.

    Not sure about the rest of it. Sounds intense.

  • The worse thing you can do to any woman is not believe her especially when it involves sexual assault. I understand that there are women who for whatever reason lie about rape to gain sympathy. And that's really very sad. But this is the woman that you are hoping to marry and spend your life with? You know your relationship best, has your fiance been dishonest with you and has cheated prior? You definitely neet to figure out your feelings, but in this scenario it may be best to speak with a therapist. Encourage your gf to 1. press charges and 2. go to a therapist for her own trauma. If she says she doesn't want to, you have to respect it. It's a terrible situation across the board, no matter how you look at it.

  • All I can say is this. Satan has a huge d***. A huge BEAUTIFUL d***. And Sweet Jesus, he can f***!

  • Your 12-year old son's name is Satan? That's weird.

  • Let me show u bonage and u we love iit when i share your p**** to stangers and u get get wild oragams if interested text me i wont you to work now i can pay for your c l eaning skills in ga

  • So why did you stab those 2 children to death and have s** with the corpses?

  • They had it coming.

  • Why didn't you buy a white candle?

  • #majorleagueidiot

  • Thank you for your admission.

  • I simply get naked in the house when at home and enjoy myself. I see no purpose for all the other stuff your doing.

  • I worshiped Satan for a while, but he never did nothing for me so I quit him. No peace, no love, no s**, no nothing. Big waste of time. I went in for the s** but it was soooooo lame.

  • Yes, that's what I've always wondered about Satan worshipers. What do they expect Satan to do for the, exactly? more money, more s**, excitement, what? And then what does Satan expect later. Why would he give you these things for nothing?

  • Well you can always get a big black d**** and slam it up your ass.

  • Did that work out well for you?

  • Yeah, but I prefer the big black d****, the actual live kind. Damn those n**** d**** are the bomb! I mean F***!

  • They're the bomb if you like retarded monkeys.

  • Yeah worshiping satan does NOT bring the good s** like most people think.its not about that sad to say.

  • I love JESUS and I HATE satan. I can't stand anyone who worships the devil. If you truly reject JESUS you need to go to h***! Don't care about your thread. I will be willing to bet that the minute that fire hits your soul, you will change your mind. Than it will be too late. You will burn and burn and burn and burn and burn for eternity and than you will figure out after 5 minutes that the lier satan could give two craps about you. He is lier and he don't care about no one but himself. Least of all you. Wake up!

  • You believe in a god of violence and torture (which is what your conception of h*** is all about). I believe in a God who loves us for who we are, who accepts our l*** and desire and naked form as exactly what was intended.

    If the God of your conception was really in charge, I would gladly join Satan in fighting for a more just reality.

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  • You join that lier and destroyer satan. That's your right to do that. For me and my family, we praise the lord.

  • Out of fear...

  • No. Out of love and respect.
    We don't live our lives like you do so we have no need to fear our Lord.

  • How do you know the bible is true?
    I mean do you believe EVERY thing you read? Why do you you put your faith in Jesus when he could have been a con man? Have YOU talked to God personally and did he himself tell you that Jesus was his son? I'm betting not, so how do YOU know anything about God?
    Maybe God is actually Mother Nature and EVERYONES writtings for all religion is just bullshit made up by others trying to control you. ALL religion was created and written by man and people are too stupid to actually think about it or question it.
    Believe what you want, but keep your beliefs to yourself and stop fighting wars over it.

  • Obviously you have bullshit for brains.

  • I know he is real. And deep down so do you. You chose to not see with the eyes he blessed you with. You chose to not hear with the ears he blessed you with. And you chose to not see the signs that he said would appear before he comes again. If you give man so much credit for creating GOD than who created man? You chose. It's your right. But I chose GOD. I'm willing to die for him like the Muslim is willing to die for Allah. Are you willing to die and find out you are wrong and end up with those who worship the devil? Even the one who worships the devil believes in GOD. Your choice.

  • See thats where you are confused. I never said I didn't believe in God. I said I dont believe the bible, big difference.
    I'm saying God, Allah, Odin, Mother Nature, or whoever, they are one and in the same.
    Man writes their own books and that is the problem.
    You say I choose not to see the signs he said. How do YOU know he said anything? Because it's in a book that man wrote?

  • A book written by man inspired by God and the Holy Spirit.
    Second, I don't have to keep my views to myself.
    Ever hear of religious liberty? Frustrated control freaks like you hate the idea that somebody can think different than you.

  • And FYI. I'm not the OP, i dont follow Satan.

  • Those are the question that no one wants to discuss. They have no answer for them so the only thing they can say is that you don't believe and will go to h***.

  • Lying sack of crap. You don't speak for everyone else.
    That has to bother a little Fascist like you.

  • I agree. It's simple. The devil worshiper knows GOD is who he says he is. Satan worshiper are getting prepared for the antichrist to take charge and they know everything in the bible is true. Yet they lie and convince those who are weak minded and narcissistic that GOD does not exsisit. All in a effort to win souls. The devil worshiper sells his soul to the devil and yet he has nothing to offer but his soul and demons posses them. Demons don't want to be told what to do and eventually makes that person his slave in his possession of their body. He invites other demons to possess them and torments them until they die. Then they set to burn in a lake of fire for all of eternity with millions of other souls and the devil himself. There is not reigning in h***. It's a lie. He is a lier. It's what he does. There is only suffering. Nothing more or less. Fire, screams, suffering, hunger, and missery.

  • The worse thing you can do to any woman is not believe her especially when it involves sexual assault. I understand that there are women who for whatever reason lie about rape to gain sympathy. And that's really very sad. But this is the woman that you are hoping to marry and spend your life with? You know your relationship best, has your fiance been dishonest with you and has cheated prior? You definitely neet to figure out your feelings, but in this scenario it may be best to speak with a therapist. Encourage your gf to 1. press charges and 2. go to a therapist for her own trauma. If she says she doesn't want to, you have to respect it. It's a terrible situation across the board, no matter how you look at it!

  • Again, how do YOU know any of This?

  • They don't say much when you ask the hard questions

  • Are you still molesting kids?

  • Yes. What are you Jesus freaks going to do about it?

  • You'll find out in the end.

  • I already get it in the end. I let other guys stick their hot "pitchforks" into my pit. Then I lick the juicy rod clean.
    I am going to take so many of you Jesus freaks with me when I flame out.
    Say your prayers!!

  • No, I'm not into the s*** you are.

  • You were bragging about torturing cats earlier.
    You're so brave. /s

    POS!

  • You explained yourself pretty well. I see you as just rebelling from the position of life you find yourself. Hubby better loosen up the reigns on you and allow you the freedom to make your own choices without making an issue of it.

    I divorced my pew standing ex and her ultra conservative lording over me with that ever yapping mouth.

  • You're a gutless cuck and she knew it!

  • How is he a gutless cuck when he cut the b**** loose? You dont even know wtf cuck means, stfu.

  • STFU,paedophile! You are dead meat if I catch you molesting another child.

  • Try to stop me. Those children want my big d***!

  • Lol, what a f****** idiot. You've been corrupted by the church, and you think Satan will save you. Stop believing in anything the church is telling you, including Satan, and just have some fun in your life. Whatever that may be.

  • You're a paedophile so you have no room to talk.

  • Very true, except the idiot part. Believe what you want to believe: there's no problem with that, and you should be enjoying yourself........with or without your husband's knowledge, permission or participation. Have a fling. Have an affair. Have a child with someone else (but let your husband think it's his). Find another man who can arouse and satisfy you. Find several.

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