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I worship Satan
I'm 29 and married. We go to a local community church called Unity. I have two small children (5 and 3).
My husband's away for business a fair amount (he's a software consultant), and when he's gone, I wait for the children to go to sleep, light a black candle I bought at Walmart, and then worship Satan. I tell him to come into my heart, that I give him my soul without reservations, that I want to go to ** and serve him.
And it's all true. I love my husband, but our ** life is so... dull. I can't stand it. He is _so_ practical and conservative. I got him to go out to the bar a few months ago (my mother was babysitting the kids), and I tried to get some kind of response and just couldn't. I pointed at a ** redhead who was smoking and said "whoa, that's pretty **" (I would _love_ permission to start smoking) and he just said "that's dumb, doesn't she know they cause cancer?" Well of course we do dumbfuck, but we want to have some FUN.
I don't know what to do. I do love my husband, and he's a good father. But I hate living this goody-two-shoes life. I'd like for us to explore more sexually, to try a few other things (go to Colorado and smoke some dope on a vacation). And I hate Jesus and his endless suffering/meek **.
So I worship Satan. I get naked, light the black candle and say some prayers. And I ALWAYS feel better But I need to decide what do do. I love my family, but I cannot live this life!
Sounds like its time to leave him and take the kids with you.
No, just leave. Leave the kids with him too. Your kids don't need to be around your degenerate behaviour, watching their mom get gang banaged in every hole and then get molested by her boyfriends. No thanks. Take your ** candles and ** off.
It's just that you are petty, they ruined your religion and falsified it until you became spiritually uncomfortable
I worship satan and always will he has guide me through this stuff
Continue to worship Satan, he will guide you through this. Have you considered leaving your husband? It might be scary and difficult, but consider that it might even be best for your kids. A father who is rarely there is no father. Leave him for someone who is more open an can provide a father figure for your kids. If you're not comfortable with that, maybe ask to go on vacation with your husband. Teach him to have a great time, both in bed and outside of it.
I would love to meet you or talk with you through messing on line. We seem to have so much in common. Lets support each other. Love to talk with you about our feelings about Satan. My email if Jfallabel@hotmail gotmail..
Jfallabel@hotmailcom
Oh that’s awesome! Jesus is my Satan and the Holy Spirit taught me abortion. The Holy Spirit is evil and I love him.
Yeah but see this is what I don't get- if you're not ready to live a "conservative and practical life", then why the ** did you marry and settle down in the first place? That isn't fair to your husband and kids..my ex walked out on my just like that at the start of 2018- was a narc and I'm convinced now wasn't the type of person for marriage in the 1st place. You seem to yearn for adolescence/young adulthood as far as the type of life you wanna live so then why did u settle down? See a lot of women and men today don't have any skin on their bones- they can't handle the responsibilities and hard work that a marriage and family entails- the new paper-cardboard generation today (vs the iron generations of the past) is incredibly aimless, confused, fickle and weak- they think marriage is all a fairytale, fun and games, but guess what?- just like real life, it doesn't work that way. As soon as u run into 1 little difficulty, you scramble for divorce- you have no backbone, no persistence, tolerance or determination; sorry, it may be brutal, but it's the truth, and you know it...you're just bored of the person- well you knew what kind of a dude he was before u married him right? So then why did u marry him in the 1st place if u thought he was boring? Sounds to me like u weren't and aren't ready for marriage- and oftentimes to compound the problem- women often don't know what they want and get bored easily- which leads to the all too common walk away wife syndrome- as it did to me...
Marriage can still be fun- but you have to manage your time and make time for fun with your spouse and/or kids- it's doable, but along with it u have to also handle the responsible part too which u could get away with when u were younger...everyone wants the fun without any of the work- well newsflash- it won't happen like that, and the best of luck to u if u think u can...
Satan is my Master and true God. I strip naked & pray by candlelight while stroking myself. Sexually and otherwise, Satan is far superior to the Abrahamic god. Our Dark Lord turns me on sexually. He is the most envied Father of all time.
I would absolutely love to worship Satan with you. I despise God’s law and spurn his kingdom. I worship whores and am bound by **.
Touching myself as I read this. I hadn't considered Satan... my husband and I are lapsed Christians. Are there good books to get started with?
I started smoking. My husband is a little freaked, but I think he finds it kind of **, too. I'm praying for a demonic lover, but if I don't get that, I'm going to tell my husband that we either start swinging or I leave. I need to ** more, and I don't want to limit myself to one gender, either.
I'm still praying to Satan at night.
Smoking isn't good for you, and I try not to smoke too much, but i do like it.
Not sure about the rest of it. Sounds intense.
Praying for a demonic lover? You're gonna blackmail your husband into swinging with the threat of leaving? Wtf??? You're messed up, seriously... please go to a personal counselor and to a marriage counselor...this is very unhealthy and dysfunctional thinking towards your marriage you have here...what kind of an ultimatum is that? Either he agrees for you to have a relationship with him that allows you to cheat on him and vice versa or else u leave???- why would any dude want to be cheated on???-that's just a bad deal for him- in his place anyone else would just say "yeah go ahead leave me- that's better than u cheating on me"- bc what kinda foundation would u have for marriage anyways if u regularly cheat on each other, even if it's consensual???? Trust is one of the foundations for a healthy marriage but if you're willing to do this- then it looks like there's already cracks in that foundation...
Man, this world really is f'ed up- if we do have an actual creator, I really couldn't blame that creator for being pizzed off with humanity today and all those "end times" discussions u hear from everyone including the Mayans bc man, we really are a f'ed up species today...
Good. Keep praying to Satan, and He will guide you through this. If you want to have ** with more than one gender, who should be able to deny you that? Just remember, try to work things out with your husband, but don't be afraid to leave him. Live your life as you want to live it, not as someone else would. Picking a lover who supports you is better than living with a husband who holds you back. Worship Satan.
I would lick u to u ** all over me lets meet now where are u im in helen ga7063912643
All I can say is this. Satan has a huge **. A huge BEAUTIFUL **. And Sweet Jesus, he can **!
I agree.
Why didn't you buy a white candle?
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