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I worship Satan

I'm 29 and married. We go to a local community church called Unity. I have two small children (5 and 3).

My husband's away for business a fair amount (he's a software consultant), and when he's gone, I wait for the children to go to sleep, light a black candle I bought at Walmart, and then worship Satan. I tell him to come into my heart, that I give him my soul without reservations, that I want to go to ** and serve him.

And it's all true. I love my husband, but our ** life is so... dull. I can't stand it. He is _so_ practical and conservative. I got him to go out to the bar a few months ago (my mother was babysitting the kids), and I tried to get some kind of response and just couldn't. I pointed at a ** redhead who was smoking and said "whoa, that's pretty **" (I would _love_ permission to start smoking) and he just said "that's dumb, doesn't she know they cause cancer?" Well of course we do dumbfuck, but we want to have some FUN.

I don't know what to do. I do love my husband, and he's a good father. But I hate living this goody-two-shoes life. I'd like for us to explore more sexually, to try a few other things (go to Colorado and smoke some dope on a vacation). And I hate Jesus and his endless suffering/meek **.

So I worship Satan. I get naked, light the black candle and say some prayers. And I ALWAYS feel better But I need to decide what do do. I love my family, but I cannot live this life!

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    • I worshiped Satan for a while, but he never did nothing for me so I quit him. No peace, no love, no **, no nothing. Big waste of time. I went in for the ** but it was soooooo lame.

    • Well you can always get a ** ** and slam it up your **.

    • Yeah, but I prefer the ** **, the actual live kind. ** those ** ** are the bomb! I mean **!

    • Yeah worshiping satan does NOT bring the good ** like most people think.its not about that sad to say.

    • Yes, that's what I've always wondered about Satan worshipers. What do they expect Satan to do for the, exactly? more money, more **, excitement, what? And then what does Satan expect later. Why would he give you these things for nothing?

    • I love JESUS and I HATE satan. I can't stand anyone who worships the devil. If you truly reject JESUS you need to go to **! Don't care about your thread. I will be willing to bet that the minute that fire hits your soul, you will change your mind. Than it will be too late. You will burn and burn and burn and burn and burn for eternity and than you will figure out after 5 minutes that the lier satan could give two craps about you. He is lier and he don't care about no one but himself. Least of all you. Wake up!

    • How do you know the bible is true?
      I mean do you believe EVERY thing you read? Why do you you put your faith in Jesus when he could have been a con man? Have YOU talked to God personally and did he himself tell you that Jesus was his son? I'm betting not, so how do YOU know anything about God?
      Maybe God is actually Mother Nature and EVERYONES writtings for all religion is just ** made up by others trying to control you. ALL religion was created and written by man and people are too stupid to actually think about it or question it.
      Believe what you want, but keep your beliefs to yourself and stop fighting wars over it.

    • Those are the question that no one wants to discuss. They have no answer for them so the only thing they can say is that you don't believe and will go to **.

    • I agree. It's simple. The devil worshiper knows GOD is who he says he is. Satan worshiper are getting prepared for the antichrist to take charge and they know everything in the bible is true. Yet they lie and convince those who are weak minded and narcissistic that GOD does not exsisit. All in a effort to win souls. The devil worshiper sells his soul to the devil and yet he has nothing to offer but his soul and demons posses them. Demons don't want to be told what to do and eventually makes that person his slave in his possession of their body. He invites other demons to possess them and torments them until they die. Then they set to burn in a lake of fire for all of eternity with millions of other souls and the devil himself. There is not reigning in **. It's a lie. He is a lier. It's what he does. There is only suffering. Nothing more or less. Fire, screams, suffering, hunger, and missery.

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    • I know he is real. And deep down so do you. You chose to not see with the eyes he blessed you with. You chose to not hear with the ears he blessed you with. And you chose to not see the signs that he said would appear before he comes again. If you give man so much credit for creating GOD than who created man? You chose. It's your right. But I chose GOD. I'm willing to die for him like the Muslim is willing to die for Allah. Are you willing to die and find out you are wrong and end up with those who worship the devil? Even the one who worships the devil believes in GOD. Your choice.

    • See thats where you are confused. I never said I didn't believe in God. I said I dont believe the bible, big difference.
      I'm saying God, Allah, Odin, Mother Nature, or whoever, they are one and in the same.
      Man writes their own books and that is the problem.
      You say I choose not to see the signs he said. How do YOU know he said anything? Because it's in a book that man wrote?

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    • You believe in a god of violence and torture (which is what your conception of ** is all about). I believe in a God who loves us for who we are, who accepts our ** and desire and naked form as exactly what was intended.

      If the God of your conception was really in charge, I would gladly join Satan in fighting for a more just reality.

    • You join that lier and destroyer satan. That's your right to do that. For me and my family, we praise the lord.

    • Out of fear...

    • Lol, what a ** idiot. You've been corrupted by the church, and you think Satan will save you. Stop believing in anything the church is telling you, including Satan, and just have some fun in your life. Whatever that may be.

    • Very true, except the idiot part. Believe what you want to believe: there's no problem with that, and you should be enjoying yourself........with or without your husband's knowledge, permission or participation. Have a fling. Have an affair. Have a child with someone else (but let your husband think it's his). Find another man who can arouse and satisfy you. Find several.

    • ** yeah. Quit being so ** uptight about life and instead live life to the very fullest. Go have a good time and enjoy yourself without recrimination or guilt nor shame. Take advantage of everything this world has to offer, but be sure to share the fun and not keep it all to yourself. And if Satan is what turns you on then don't let anyone make you feel any different for it. Remember, we are able reason and have the freedom to choose.

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