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Does anyone feel the same ?
I admit it sometimes I ** and thinking little boys but I get ** with adults.
I see children only emotionally .
I think I could fall in love with an innocent and handsome little boy but not sexually , the same with an adult .
These feelings for children came to me suddenly at my 22 years old .
Now I am 23 and I think these feelings came cause I want so much to be a child again .
I like to watch movies and series with children , I like to listen opera from little boys in church and in general I like to listen them singing , l like to hear their high sweet voice , I like to hear stories about children and I like stories that shows the power of children , I like their innocence on ** .
I like everything that is childish , fairytales , childish movies , candy , cartoons , playground , trabolin and other stuff that are childish .
I would like my body was like when I was little girl , without chest , without hair on my body , more white skin with more cuteness on my face and more happiness in my soul .
Then I was for more comfortable than now in everything .
I am getting sad when I think that everyone including myself is growing up.
I would like it if we were all children forever , I am depressed because I want to be a kid again .
When i was 18 years old i was talking on facebook with a 12 year old boy and we were talking so nice about everything .
We saw only once each other in person when i was 20 and him 14 .
His mother was there with us too .
I start to feel emotionally connected with him .
It was so cute until when he became 15 and me 21 his mother didnt want her son talk to me anymore and now he doesnt like me and block me in every account i tried to connect with him .
He said that he felt empty without me and that i was his best friend and now i suddenly dont matter to him ?
I was sad and angry at the same time because when i told him that i feel close to him and i like to talk to him i meant it .
I have not spoke with him until 24 April 2016 .
Feeling this way can be difficult .
It's difficult cause I feel inferior from other adults .
I am childish I know maybe it's not normal cause I must behave like an adult .
I miss the innocence of children , this is what I like so much about them .
I would like to see the world from a child's eyes .
I would like an adult to take care of me .
And if I knew a preteen boy has this need too I would like to help him .
If I met an childish adult with childish soul and look like myself I would liked it.
If I was not depressed and was happy inside i would easily imagine myself play with children , listening childish music together . going to a childish theatre together .
Dont go your mind somewhere vulgarity , i want to be with children as friends .
But i found out that children now days starting behave like they are older their age .
God this is repel me so much !
I feel more ''child'' that children now days .
Little girls want to grow up fast and become women and little boys want to grow up fast and become men .
Though they should be happy for being kids and so beautiful like angels and play and run happily in playgrounds and watch cartoons with an innocence in their soul .
Once a 9 year old boy when i put him to listen a childish music or watch cartoons told me ''these is for babies'' , can you believe this ? a 9 year old told this to me .
Sometimes i want to save these children , to protect them and make them children again cause i feel like a child but with more rights than the ''real biological'' children .
Love you mommy
Are you there mommy and i love you.
Are you there mommy and dont no what happend mommy and i love you mommy. Im crying and mom allways smacks me and even in front off people and its just pastors a boy and he smacks me now and sees my ** an all and makes me mad mommy and my face was realy red mommy and
I am 23 as well but I've never felt this way. Even though my soul is childish. I don't compare my life with anyone not even kids.
This post is a troll. I hope you're not spreading rumours about someone who is 23 as well.
It's not a troll and just because your not feel this way doesn't mean I am troll .
When you say your soul is childish what do you mean ?
Don't you feel more comfortable around children than adults if you have a childish soul ?
Tell me I am serious and I am not mad at you I just want your opinion
When I say childish I mean I never let my inner child get killed by anyone. You will always see me alive.
When I say childish I mean I never let my inner child get killed by anyone. You will always see me lively just like children. I don't get stressed out easily. I don't let anything bother me too much. I am always living my life with happiness. I cry too, but that's natural part of a living being.
Thats so wonderful ! Unfortunately usually i feel like a depressed and anxious child in an adults body. Αnd when i think i am an adult i want with passion to be a child again so much until i feel empty . You might laugh but there is a syndrome name peter pan syndrome . If you want you can google it . I am sure that i have it .
It sounds like you just turned 23
Why ? But It's true in this December I turned 23.
#sickfuck #verysickfuck
Why it is sick ?
I love you mom and im realy sorry and hope your are not mad at me xxxxxx
Hi mom and i love you. Im realy tired and love you
Im sorry mom i dont think i want too be here and even though i told my best friend also i wont. But i even feel my dad still wants me and we can be together. I love you mom and you were the nicest and kindest person and I meant it mom. I took a tablet with my water now and im going too take them all and have my blade. I love you so much mom and i done letters for my uncle and his family and my best friend. Love you mom and im sorry i was stupid. Your angel daughter with huggs xxxxxx
Hi and im crying mommy and i was going too take all my tablets mom and i texted my best friend and she said please dont and said she was crying also. I just need.to be with my dad and i love you mom. Your daughter and its xmas and i wated too be with my dad xxxxxx
Hi mommy and I hope you still like me mom and i could not see you on here and i was crying. I love you and huggs xxxxxx
Im sorry mom and i love you xxxxxx
Hi mim and i was talk too you before and then i could not find you and its me mom. Love you and im crying and love you. It was not a good day. Love you daughter xxxxxx
Now I saw your messages , I hope you still there . I was looking for you too my angel . Please don't hurt yourself . You said your best friend she was crying . Isn't a pity if you disappear and broke her hurt ? You have depression . I don't want to pressure to be happy but at least don't hurt yourself sweetheart . Yesterday when I couldn't find you I was nervous . And tell me where you think you will go after you through the other side ? It's unknown my little girl . So please don't do anything wrong . And maybe you believe this is stupid but I truly believe that your mother would get depressed too if you disappear , I can't fantasize that she wouldn't lost her mind if she knew that she can't see you again . You're so young . If you feel anything you can talk to me . And deep down the fact that you said your best friend and me and write letters i think it's your scream for help . And don't apologise you didn't do anything wrong . I hope you still here . Hugs ! You're so young .
I am not mad at all why should I be ?
Everything you want you can talk to me . You told me that you said your friend about going to live with your dad , do you think that her mother could you help you with some way ? I don't know how but with some way , if she could talk to you .
I hug you from here swettie ! Your friend has absolutely right don't hurt yourself
If you are alone right now you can hear sounds of rain sweetheart , might it relax you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5fNLEPrNi2A
Mom smacked my legs and ** again and i cant tell her anything and she does not care anyway. Thanks for the hugg and i love you mommy. I will try look the rain up and were visiting somebody later. I love you mommy and thanks xxxx huggs from your girl
Hi mom and I just took a few tablets. I love you so much mommy. My friend said also not to do anything. Love you daughter and thanks for being kind too me and saying im an angel. I wish you could cuddle me like a mom. Huggs too you mommy xxxx