My step dad

This is about my step dad, and how much I want to kill him. I’m 17 and he’s been in my life since I was 5. He came into my life after my dad broke up with my mom because she is crazy (to this day she still is) I was an only child at first. I saw my dad every other weekend (we get along great). After awhile he started having kids with my mom, Jackson and Charlotte are my step brother and sister on my moms side. My dad also had kids with my step mother (whom I also get along with). Lucas, Daniel, and Rosalie. My step dad started paying less and less attention to me, which was fine because at that point I was 11 and I started to want a little bit of freedom. Then at 13 he started to treat me like crap, this was when I had my first argument with him. From that day forth he hated me more than anything. I needed money to play my instrument in school and I needed money for baseball, he said No to both of them. Don’t get me wrong he had a great job (128,000 yearly) but he said no just because he didn’t like me. About 3 months later he got my brother who was 7 at the time into sprint car racing. It’s basically cart racing but 50+ mph. The car alone to build was over 10,000 dollars. To maintain it every month it was 2000 dollars. Since I Thought he had extra money I asked him again and he go in my face and said “why would I waste money on human garbage like your dumbass?”. He called me a dumbass because I had an F in math, all my other grades were b’s and a’s. We got in a big argument and now we both knew we hated each other. When I was 16 we got into a fight, it started with him pushing me down the stair and pushing my fish tank over, killing my fish. After the fight, he took my dog outside and shot her. He shot her in front of my eyes and I cried for over a month and I feel into a deep depression. Piper (the dog) had been with me ever since I was born. We grew up together and he murdered her in front of me. When I was in my depression I tried to kill myself 3 seperate times. And after 3 therapy sessions of finally getting through my depression he started calling me crazy and a crybaby. Just a few months ago he destroyed my car because I ate all of the chips that he liked since he told me I needed permission to eat. After destroyed my car he got into another fight with me. My mom didn’t do anything because she was on her pills all the time. After about 2 months without a car I met a girl that said I could ride with her to school. I happily agreed and after about a month of flirting I had the confidence to ask her out. We dated for about another month before she told her parents about me. They loved me and said that I was a great guy. But they wanted to meet my parents. I took them to meet my mom, she didn’t say much because of the pills and when my step dad got home he told them to get out. When they left he got in my face and told me that I am nothing and that that girl would never truely love me. He told me that I should just stick to my right hand and kill myself. I fell into another depression, I didn’t try to kill myself but I was still contemplating it. I still live with him and my mom because I’m No legally and adult yet. He degrades me everyday and bosses me around and beats me. Today I made a promise to myself that one day, No matter how long it will be from now, I will kill him. I will get my revenge on him No matter what the consequences. The only thing keeping me from doing it now is my girlfriend, she truely loves me and I don’t know what I would do without her. I love her so much and I don’t want that monster to be in my personal life or her life. Someday I vow I will murder him in the most painful way possible.

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