Creepy old guy

There’s this guy that I was seeing for a few years . Very much older than I and I believed that I loved him unfortunately, until recently I found out he was seeing another woman. Of course he was, I was pretty much his other lover from a relationship he was already in. I should’ve know what I was getting myself into. He would stalk my ig page and my ex’s page he would search for me everywhere, it was very toxic he had me wrapped around his finger and I thought he loved me just as much but I was an idiot and he was conniving. I found his planner where he has his whole life written down including all of the women he was sleeping with. There were small disgusting details about them and how often they had s**. He wrote down how many times and when he’s gonna see them, how wet he was how fast he finished, he had a list on every other page I’m assuming ranking them on his scale of who he wants to keep around. The worst part is that he has a daughter i wish I can post this planner and list up or send it to all those girls but I don’t think I have the guts too. I’m am forever haunted by this and wish the worst for him, I wish I could take back what I’ve given and done for him. Idk what’s worse being him or being a person that loved him.

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  • I promise I’d treat you like a queen with all the attention you wanted.. no more or no less. Please describe yourself and give me a line if you care to chat about it

  • This is one of the most painful things I've read, made so painful because it is so honest and real. I'm sorry you've had to deal with it, and to suffer the accompanying -- and continuing -- private indignity. I must say that you've handled it in a completely caring and remarkably selfless way, without any vengefulness or active anger. Although you've had the human impulses to respond in kind or with injury (his) in mind, you've resisted it, which is beyond amazing. I encourage you to continue to keep your knowledge of his secrets to yourself, not because he deserves it, but because it's the right thing to do and because it will forever keep you on the high road. And doing so will draw better karma to yourself, if you believe in that sort of thing; and if you don't believe in that, then at least you'll have "done unto others as you'd have them do unto you". You are an absolute hero and a moral example. And thank you for that. You are rare in this world.

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