Creepy old guy
There’s this guy that I was seeing for a few years . Very much older than I and I believed that I loved him unfortunately, until recently I found out he was seeing another woman. Of course he was, I was pretty much his other lover from a relationship he was already in. I should’ve know what I was getting myself into. He would stalk my ig page and my ex’s page he would search for me everywhere, it was very toxic he had me wrapped around his finger and I thought he loved me just as much but I was an idiot and he was conniving. I found his planner where he has his whole life written down including all of the women he was sleeping with. There were small disgusting details about them and how often they had s**. He wrote down how many times and when he’s gonna see them, how wet he was how fast he finished, he had a list on every other page I’m assuming ranking them on his scale of who he wants to keep around. The worst part is that he has a daughter i wish I can post this planner and list up or send it to all those girls but I don’t think I have the guts too. I’m am forever haunted by this and wish the worst for him, I wish I could take back what I’ve given and done for him. Idk what’s worse being him or being a person that loved him.