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I beat up my boyfriend
I am bipolar young woman, diagnosed at 14. Long story short, I moved in the last month and now have no health insurance. I quit buying my medicine because I didn’t want to buy it anymore.
My boyfriend and I took a vacation to Las Vegas last week for 5 days. I had started to get really irritable, **, and bitchy due to not being on the meds anymore. For no reason.
One night, we went out to a few night clubs. We had ALOT to drink. We got back to our hotel room, I ended up going through his phone and found a few texts he and his friends wrote saying about how rude I was being. Nothing horrible, just stating facts I guess. I found a reason to get upset, and I beat him up. When he held my hands back to keep me from hitting him, I head butted him. I bruised his eyes, left bruises and injuries on his cheeks, and split his lips.
This has never happened before. I feel so awful.
I feel so ** horrible. He is such a wonderful man and treats me like a queen. I am trying to make up for it. I’m still not on medicine (we can’t really afford it) and I’m not going to drink anymore. I’m going to a priest at my church to seek counseling.
I love him dearly and I want to make it up to him, I don’t know how! please dear God forgive me.
Being bipolar is not an excuse for your actions nor is it the reason u did such a thing. Being off meds is your own ** fault. If you can't afford them there are programs that will either help you pay for them or you can even get them free sometimes through the drug manufacturer. You have no excuse other than u didn't want to take them. Its people like u that make most people think so badly of the bipolar diagnosis. I'm bipolar. Been on and off meds for 15 years. Never hae I used it as an excuse for such idiotic behavior! You r lucky u r not n jail somewhere for domestic violence charges.A priest can't help you! You don't really want help or you'd find a way to get the meds you need.
First of all, I'd like to say that true it is idiotic behavior to beat your spouse, but not all people who are bipolar have it to the same severity nor have they been through the same experiences. I am bipolar and grew up seeing my dad beat my mom and my mom beating me and my grandpa beating my grandma. At the age of twenty, I beat my boyfriend and have been doing so more frequently since ive been off my meds. I feel horrible after but during me beating him i dont care. Drinking tends to help you get angry quickly bipolar or not, but from the bipolar people ive seen, they tend to be violent drunks.I'd say definetly stay off the booze especially when your already in a bad mood that day, the worst of those feelings will come out when your wasted. Don't let your boyfriend get wasted either because his drunken stupor could set you off i know it would me.Buy a punching bag, when you get the burning desire inside to beat your boyfriend, go out side and beat it until your dead tired and ignore him. I'd also recommend to stay on the meds, I can feel a major change in my feelings, mood and mindset when I'm not on them.
Im guessing your off your meds as well? Lol but really though women like to make excuses for their bad behavior. Females need to grow the ** up! I mean for christ sake these people making excuses for her are laughable
Ignoring him or making him go away is the best bet.
Needed to hear this. I've been doing it often and I feel so bad. How do I stop beating myself up about it? It's hard
You "needed to hear" that it isnt acceptable to hurt people? 2017 mother ** (muffa fukkas)
Who the ** hearts this, you ** are ** lol
you belong in jail....but hey, you can justify it through what ever retarded ** mental gymnastics your mind engages in. It is truly sad reading this article. I would never hurt my boyfriend and especially not, after the fact, say "well i did it, and feel bad, but reasons so forgive meeeeeeeeee" ** die ladies. Honestly, you are bullies
Lol you must get your ** beat up
** shut up