Why can't I say no to him.

26 years ago, When I was 17 I went to a lake party, Just down a back road by a little lake and we were partying, My then boyfriend left with another girl, just up and left, I knew what was up so I started drinking more heavily, My cousins then boyfriend was there and offered me a ride home. I jumped in his truck with him and his friend, Went back to his place and had a hookup with the two of them, It went on basically all night and I was sent on my way home sometime after the sun came up with a warning not to tell my cousin. They married and during the wedding reception 22 years ago I got drunk and was sitting in the park, Again mad at the guy I was with and who should happen along but my cousins new husband and his best man...No not the same guy, Got tag teamed in the park and got the same warning.
3 years ago at my 40th birthday I got trashed and woke up to him on his knees behind me, Me on my side, My panties never did show up and he had his d*** in me, I let him do it and he left me there embarrassed, Wide awake, Half drunk and dripping sperm that did not belong to my husband. Last night, His wife's 50th birthday I was sent with him to the store to grab a few things and in the parking lot of sobeys he leaned across me, leaned my seat back and got on top of me, F***** the s*** out of me until I squirted all over the floor mats in his truck and then he went in the store while I sat there wondering why he thinks he can just f*** me any time he wants.

Nov 13

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  • Like to meet you and do the same ,I need to

  • It sounds like you need to stop drinking. It's obviusly leading you to make poor decisions.

  • Since you got together at least four times and you let him each time, I'm thinking he believes he can have you when he wants because you let him, any time he tries. It happens. I've got a friend like yours too.

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