I've been wanting to kill ever since I've been in my preteens.

I'll spare you the details about my past because none of you give a f***, but let's just say I wasn't a happy child, I was a lonely and angry one, always angry. Now though, as I've grown to be an adult and through my teen years, I still feel an urge, all the time. It's not anger, I just want to end someone's life; pick some jogger up from the side of the road and brutalize them, I want whoever finds their body to think an animal did it. Now, all that's holding me back is the fact that I still have a future on the line, but other than that, ending someone is just incredibly appealing to me.

I'm actually seeing a therapist about it, but only recently, the last one didn't feel up to the task of dealing with that issue.

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