Not today, not yesterday, it's everyday. I have urges. They are much stronger now than when I was younger. I do have memories of my early childhood like the time my friend and I were listening to music on my new LP recordplayer I had gotten for my birthday and he put both hands on my crotch and grabbed me and then put his face in my crotch and... [more]
I kind of regret breaking up with my partner .. i loved them so much but there were so many red flags while i was with them. first, they would threaten to *tw* k1ll me on every occasion they could, would gaslight me if i ever said smth, would make me feel like i was stupid when anything came out of my mouth, and so much more. but idk i was so... [more]
I can't do this anymore. It is so annoying how it thinks it can take advantage of my feelings. They way it brags about everything makes me want to die. I hate it, and if you think it is you b**** it is.
I wish I had an exiting life. My life is boring. I have a boring job, boring friends, boring husband, boring life. I've never had an exiting sexual experience. I've never been somewhere exiting. I just wish that one day a dangerous man came along, stole me, ravaged my body and discarded me on the trash heap of life.
which is where I live and... [more]
Basically my mom and I have a rocky relationship. For me I always come home and feel like I am being hounded with the negative things about me, what I do, characteristics that I need to change, What I've done wrong, ect and they all come from her. There is almost never a single positive thing that comes out of her mouth about me. Sometimes she... [more]
There’s no confession here, I didn’t do much wrong…
My mom is two faced. She is a very religious person who has a bright personality that out shines how manipulative she can get. She constantly belittles me, calling me ungrateful any time I try to express something that she’s done that hurts me- so I killed her goldfish.
I poured bleach in... [more]
I moved to a new state and was really lonely so i just satrted going to massage parlors to be touched and soon happy endings happened and i really liked it. I kept going for a year and now it's a bit of a fetish. I have a girlfriend now but i still want the massage and happy ending. H*** ill even... [more]
None of them are without sin. They are all wastes of life. They would have been an addict no matter their life circumstances. They are inherently terrible people. Plenty of people are abused, have terrible lives, live in poverty or worse than what we in the west call "poverty" without turning to drink or drugs. but they don't care. They don't care... [more]
I ran away from my parents back in 1969. I was 14 and rode the Greyhound from Cincinnati to California. Street girls were called hippies and I became a prostitute handled by a hippie guy named Steve. I had a quota, and if I didn't make it used a paddle he had stole from a school. I got away from him when I was 18, got in a car with a man an... [more]
I f****** hate all indians in this world or anywhere else in the universe. This includes all indo-pak(banglas, pakis- indians genetics). They stink. They love littering the Earth. They love to bear envy. They always stare at others who aren’t indians like extreme pervs. They’re rapists. They... [more]
I want it to end. I want to die. The pain is too much. Physical and mental. All I want to do is watch myself suffer
Let it end soon please the pain i don't know what to do.
So, my stepfather married my mom when I was 2 or 3, (Im 15 now) And had us move from Texas to New York when i was 6 or so, to 'take care of his mother.' He has his 3 own kids, they all live here, 2 moved here from Washington. The others 9 yrs old. Hes always treated me and my cousin different from them, Constantly belittling us, Treating us like... [more]
I am from Colorado and my parents have a ranch. I always liked horses and my parents gave me a stallion when I was 11. I spent as much time with him as I could, I fed him and brushed him down, rode him and walked him for exercise. One day when I went to his stable his p**** was hanging down. ... [more]
You little B, people in town told me what was going down. Taking credit like you’re helping me? You do nothing for no one! We did everything for you and you cheat and lie and threaten, steal, I am sooooo glad you’re gone. You’re a mean, untrustworthy, big mouthed user who got her own parents fired and then wondered why they avoid you! Ugly... [more]
To put it simply I was tricked. I accept full responsibility for my poor judgment. My wife and I had a whirlwind relationship. She came to me with an 18 month old son almost4 years ago. I made it clear I didn't want to be in a relationship that involved baby daddy drama. I was willing to be a father or father figure to this child but the reality... [more]
I think I'm a s** addict. I fall for any guy who passes by. I can't count how many b******* I've given in pickups and cars. I don't have any idea anymore of how many guys have screwed me. I don't want to know their names, it doesn't matter anymore. ... [more]
I hate Asian food, that includes curry. Curry all tastes the same and looks like diarrhea, comes out the same too. Chinese food is disgusting, everything fried in gutter oil and stuffed with msg, 100 spices and chilies to hide the fact that the meat is rotten. Served with boring rice and noodles. Give me steak and potatoes and vegetables, c'mon... [more]
In college I met this girl, she was strikingly attractive, she was studying Art History and she was from Mexico on a scholarship. We struck up a friendship and one day without any prior planning I got her in the sack. I won't say she actively participated but she definitely allowed it. After that she was easier and we had [more]
My daughter's venting on the phone grabbed my attention. I couldn't help but listen to see what the fuss was. Then the conversation went from I'm sorry to I want to make up. I want you to tease me then we s___ & F___ all night and on and on with ideas I never imagined this coming from a 15 year old. Some of which I am not sure what it was but I... [more]
I've been keeping this for years now. When I was 6, I used to mix milk and poison powder. I thought about killing a cat. I told my younger sister about it (since I'm the oldest amongst us) but my sister said it's a bad idea. But then I remember getting mad at her and calling her stupid for such a great act. I placed the milk outside our door. I... [more]
I became friend with this 40 something year old, washed up crack head junky of a woman with a kid. She is an absolute r***** with a record...She told me she got arrested and I looked on mugshots.com... There she was. She looked like she just rolled out of bed and got smacked in the face. Makeup... [more]
I hate my stepdad! me my mom and my little brother have had to deal with his bullcrap for 6 years!! he used to work in the armed forces, he fought in iraq and afghanistan. he also used to have a lot of scientific jobs: he worked for nasa programming and monitering booies, he used to be a geologist who studied rock cores, he even used to work for... [more]
My father in law wants his daughter (my wife) to move in and take over the 180k mortgage on his house, the family homestead when he can no longer take care of it himself.
I don't want the house but of course my wife does. I will never be respected or regarded as king of the castle there. I will only be the guy who has to take care of everything... [more]
I feel dead. my limbs feel so heavy and i just want to sleep. i don't get it. i was fine yesterday but today i'm just, blah. yesterday i took the first shower I've taken in months. i just feel like i can't do anything. like there's some invisible weight holding me down. i don't know what to do right now. maybe tomorrow will be better.