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Reminiscence
Sometimes I'm having great days, I'm happy, everything is going absolutely fine and I randomly remember that I killed myself four years ago. And it's so weird, it feels like something that's stuck in my throat, and I can never actually overcome it. And I'm absolutely fine now, I'm definitely in a better place mentally, but sometimes it still feels like my "destiny" was to die right there and then. It's so weird how the human mind operates.
Jun 12
How could you write this now if you killed yourself four years ago?
Are you that mind projection guys with superhuman powers? He is amaaaaazing.
BIG 🐂 💩
There is no "destiny" nor destiny. Unless you are some kind of religious or New Age freak. And it is not a "human mind" that is weird but much rather your mind. Look around : different rhythms, different people. Your mind is like this and another is like that. There is no "human mind", unless you believe in universal conscience.
You are full of **, but that's OK - cause many are. Define **.
The world is complex, unfriendly at many places and generally made by the strong ones for the strong ones. For most people, life is a fight. Unless you are one of those rich jerks from Palo Alto or some other privileged place. But 99.99% of us are not.
So just swallow your ego and keep on doing your thing. It is not about YOU. Not even about us. In any scale, we are irrelevant. But this is an argument to live as much as it is to die. And the choice is yours.