Venting Confessions

My life of not living at all.

As each day passes i lose more and more of my being, slowly turning into an autonomous empty husk that wanders through life without any goals or aspirations.
When i try to think of they day i die, i don't know what emotion i will feel on my last breath. Will it be a sigh of relief or a gasp of sorrow.
I have everything i need to live a good... (more)

Who are you and who was I?

In the end Did I truly know you? Did I ever? I have no idea what you're doing right now. Did you ever truly care about me? Did you think about me even once or twice. Did you get a new job or get a boyfriend. Have a kid or always had a kid and never told me. Get married. Did you ever even know me. Was I ever important to you?
I simply don't know... (more)

I am deeply obsessed with my therapist

I have been speaking to a specific therapist for over a year now. I have told her everything about myself, even my darkest, very ** up secrets. She has been my therapist since the worst events in my life, and so I view her as important to me, so much so that I feel a strong connection to her. I talk... (more)

I may be a white ** racist. Heres why?

I lived in this medium sized southeastern city for over 40 years. I moved in when I was 25 but moved out when I was 65. I was coming home from work one afternoon when I took the final road leading to my house which was about five miles up the road. I saw on the side of the street a very young black girl. One of her shoes was missing. Her arms... (more)

The one that got away

To her it was just a learning experience. But to me she the one that got away. Sometimes I wonder if she really understood that. I hope she doesn't experience that same pain I felt that day. It Fundamentally change me both physically and mentally. I certainly lost more then she gain. But i Forgiven her for that. After years of thought and time... (more)

I’m sorry that I cheated on u for cash

I've been holding something for a long time, and I can't lie to you anymore. I cheated on you. And not just once. I made decisions that crossed every boundary, and I didn't do it because you weren't enough, or because I wanted someone else, or because I didn't love you—l did it for money.
I wasn't okay. I was disconnected from myself, ashamed... (more)

Annoyed

My neighbor did not buy Jet's pizza and I am mad. My neighbor needs to learn that anytime she goes into a restaurant and I am there, she is REQUIRED to buy me food. Don't worry, she is getting the silent treatment for the next few days. People are going to learn that I deserve to be spoiled.

Incident in Mexico. Never going there again

I was on vacation and touring Mexico. I should have known better but I was walking aroung Mexico City when this ** tried this scam on me. He got in front of me and put wax on my shoe and started to pretend to shine them. As he was going down I hit him in the back of his neck. He flew back up... (more)

Why did this happen to me?

I have no desire to work. I am trying my best to find a job but in my heart of hearts, I really don't want to work. I am not interested at all in working for some ** who makes a dollar more than me per hour and somehow thinks that he is better than me.
If I could figure out someway where I... (more)

Do you remember when you used to be a stupid **

And kept singing "carlings black label..." wank4r

I hate allistics

Why are allistics so mean? And yes ND allistics I mean you guys too. Allistic people expect you to play their mind games and when your autistic brain doesn’t comprehend them they bully you. Also ND allistics stop separating yourself from your allistic privilege. I’m tired of allistics infantilizing us too. Stop treating us like pets. “Not all... (more)

I Really hate Asian and I hated them even before covid broke out

It's pretty much just East Asians though not southeast. Different slant eyes have different problems Japanese ones are very guilty of animal cruelty, child molestation and pathological lying about everything along with racism and social tunnel vision. I defiantly have them the most. They also have a decent problem with physical aggression. Chinese... (more)

I wonder to myself...

I wonder to myself Does Ramirez.alondra1 still want me in her life or does she want me to dissappear Forever? I wonder if I made the right decision asking her to Block Me or not. Regardless of it all. I still have much to learn and grow. But still I hope she thinks about me or the very least she still remembers my name.. I would hate to be... (more)

Break up

Why just why Bored_april after the break up I lost everything. And you gain everything
I lost any chance of getting a job. I sacrificed my friends for you and lost friends . I loved you and that loved Broke my spirit and made me.tired. it's funny When this first started. You had no friends, No confidence and scared of men and now you got bunch... (more)

I am so lonely

All the other Viltrumites are scared of me. No one talks to me. No one wants to be my friend. They think I am unstable. They send me from planet to planet, committing atrocities in their name. And as I get better at it, they fear me more and more
I am a victim of my own success. “Conquest”. I don’t even get a real name. Only a purpose. I am... (more)

Wrote a note

I wrote a suicide note for the first time in my life. i have been suicidal many times

I dont have respect for polyamorous people

There, I said it.
Primary reason is that the one person I dated, was “polyamorous” and cheated on me. Except she didn’t give me any warning that she was seeing someone else. And then I found out she did the same with multiple other people.
Most polyamorous people are like this where they are only “poly” just to cheat on other people and to... (more)

Blacks double standards

Some years ago Rodney King was driving drunk and on weed. Instead of pulling over he tried to get away. He was eventually stopped and the cops beat the ** out of him which started a riot..Some stupid white woman had videoed it.
OK Rodney got drowned because he got in his pool while high. This... (more)

I'm sick of my (Latino) "heritage"

For context, I'm half Nicaraguan, half Costa Rican, so I'm technically "Latino" (even though I have white skin) but I don't speak Spanish, only English and essentially just walk, talk, and act like an American white guy. My family has continuously scrutinized (and joked) about me not knowing Spanish, my mom has even said that I act like white... (more)

Bye bye stupid girl

My gf met some silly guy for ** and I found out. I befriended him and paid him. He took most disgusting images while being with her - throat, **, etc. I bought the images off him and plastered all over adult websites with her face visible and easily... (more)

Attention seeking

I don’t know anymore man. Like, everyone in my highschool has a bf/gf, and I feel like the outcast. I mean, I’m cool and pretty funny but still no one looks my way. Idk I don’t wanna sound like some attention ** **. But anyways, I started seeking out... (more)

Blocked by my ex

My ex and I broke up a little over a year ago. We slept together for a few months after and then eventually it dissipated, still talked here and there but out of nowhere she blocked me on everything. I figured we wouldn't always be bffs and we really didn't talk much by the time she blocked me but I'm bummed about it. I was ok not being her man... (more)

Single moms

I’m so sick of single moms pretending that they’re the unspoken heroes. Unpopular opinion but what about the single dads whose child you took away from? I know there’s deadbeat dads out there but there’s also abusive deadbeat moms too. What if the guy left you because you were abusive what about that? Then, they try to keep the kid away from their... (more)

What is beauty ?

My wife is and amazing person - kind and loving, good natured - and her body is extremely fit and **. Slim at waist, with ample hips, firm mid size buttocks, beautiful natural **. She is "lacking" (?) botox and fake eyelashes 'Latina' face. The face... (more)

To admin of confession post, better ban the weirdos

Too admin of confession post, better ban the weirdos who post dark web ** content on your site, otherwise I'll report confession post to the internet police and your web site will face termination, just like raw confessions faced termination. If not, than by all means, allow the weirdo's and... (more)

To the ugliest bicth alive

Arianna crusoe you are so ** ugly and you think that all this make up is going to save you no your eyebrows and eyes are more far apart than your parents relationship and you you are about as classy and your horse hair tacky Temu wig that looks like you stole it off of pennywise !!!! And your... (more)

I hate my dad

My dad is my worst enemy. I (13 year old female) was very close with my father up until I turned 12. My parents got a divorce when I was 10, I was very much on my dads side. He is a very manipulative man and a terrible person. Being a child who obviously would believe anything someone I loved or trusted said I resented my mother. My (more)

I really hate these f***ing f@@gs

There are so many weak ** f@@gs everywhere I go. All people do is get offended and run to therapy.
This country is going to fail with these retards that the boomers have made. I actually think abortion is the solution for any future retardation.
Civilization sure loves to dance around the... (more)

About the grooming post (trans 16m)

I made a post saying that grooming was the only way i've ever felt loved and asked someone to do it. it was kind of bold so i thought i'd share some more in case anyone wanted to talk :)
For context, I am trans (ftm) sorry if my gender seems like it switches through the post. Also sorry if the post doesn't seem to make much sense or if i repeat... (more)

Hate the system of Sh**t

I really hate NY's system which discriminates towards people in many different ways. Today, it's not only about the color of skin. It's also about your whole physique and parental status. Parents and single parents are receiving so much discrimination and income inequality from a system that is operated by foreign affairs. Americans, both old and... (more)

What do I do

Okay I know that this may sound psychotic but I have to get this off my chest.
Every single day of my life I feel the need to Absolutely take anything and absolutely desamate someone make them not recognizable. I want to feel the thrill of the kill but I know I can't and that makes my thoughts even more exciting.
I don't know what to do. I... (more)

I wish to be groomed again

Grooming is the closest thing i've ever felt to love. i'm 16m and gay. groom me please

A poem from an ANGRY CANADIAN!

A poem from an ANGRY CANADIAN!
They sing Oh Canada?
But that vein on my forehead is getting mighty fucken big, again! I've had it up to here.
Jesus ** christ another day of snow.
Oh just ** great another million dirty indians moving to... (more)

bill gates wondows

Wish I could give him a tattoo and send him to his ** end. Also for his genocidal antics. People like him need a stamp.

I don't need to afraid of future if I know it already right?

I hate determinism, people keep saying I have value to live on, relationship, potential. I don't care anymore, I don't want to care, caring is tiring, trying to struggle is tiring, why should be like this? why am I me? I want to die, I've trying to buy exactly 200 seeds of apple, I don't care about anything anymore, than you for caring, but I'm... (more)

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