I am worth it. But are you?
The girl i am dating has a husband and 4 kids and my sister is her BFF. I came last so, im her eyes everyone always comes before me. NO matter what. we have plans, my sister wants to hang out, no more plans! we are gonna spend the night together. her husband wants to watch a movie with her, no more sleep over. When we are together all she wants is to fool around, or talk about my sister and what she is doing. Its like she doesnt understand that just because i dont have anything else to do, doesnt mean she can just use me when ever she wants and throw me away when something better comes along. because of her i came out to most my family, and now i look like a complete r***** for the way i let her treat me. And she can always fix it. one minutes she talking about us in terms of years and the next in terms of days. some times its "i miss u so much babe" others its "hey i know i havent seen you in two weeks and that we had plans tonight, but your sisters bored so ima go see her instead." im not here to just take up what ever time she has absolutely nothing else to do. if you care about someone, you make time for them. I dont want all her time. i knew going in what the deal was, i just want to not be so insignificant on her radar screen. all this is doing is driving my already low self esteem even lower.