I am in love with my older brother.
He's my half brother. And this totally real.
My dad died of cancer about two years ago, and when this happened I had to live with my mom and her husband.
Her current husband and she had my brother (they were not married) He cheated on her so they broke up and she soon married my dad and had me, then divorced my dad, and married the her current husband.
I started my first year of high school this year, and I see my brother more often, so my feelings just grow more. I don't want to tell anyone, but I'm afraid I'll have to so I can get some kind of counseling. He treats me like a normal brother but sometimes he does things you would see a couple doing. I don't know if that means anything. Agh!