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I allow my child to smoke

I smoke four packs a day, and have for a long time. My six year old girl recently asked me to let her puff on my ciggy. So I did. She asked to do it repeatedly all day. By the end of the day, she wanted her own ciggy. So I gave her one. Since then, she has been smoking like a champ, about a pack a day. I somehow feel guilty but not really. I actually don't think it's all that bad for her to smoke.
Recently, I cut down to 2 packs a day because I am pregnant--3 months. I just don't think I should deprive myself just because I a pregnant. I expect my new baby will want to smoke too, and I don't have a problem teaching it how to do it. I love smoking more that anything. I don't think I'm all that bad, but my friends say I'm wrong. Any comments?

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    • Belinda,
      I went out today about four in the afternoon, to "the block" to check on Lola to see how she's getting on. All night, I drove up and down the street. No Lola. I happened to see Phillip with three other of his girls. No Lola.
      I'm trying to force myself not to panic, but I am worried.
      Get back to me when you can.
      Cate.

    • Cate,
      I saw your previous post come in more than a day ago but I was procrastinating as to how I was going to answer it. This may answer both posts . I can just imagine a man 6 feet 5 having his way with Lola. You say he looked to be about 240 pounds in weight. I had to covert that because we measure weight here in kilograms and it's 109 kgs. That's Rick's ( the twins' dads weight and height.) You would have observed that this man (about 40 years of age) with a profile like that would be quite muscular. Rick is 36. I have to look up to him to make eye contact and I'm over 5 feet 10. F uck he'd kill her in bed if she's tiny. I was talking to him about all this and he said whilst there isn't any real correlation with tall men and the size of their penises, in the main taller men have got bigger penises. He only hopes that Liola isn't forced to have ** s ex. I can vouch that it hurts like a b itch, I've had it although Rick takes it easy on me. He pointed out that when a guy is a brothel they don't worry if they hurt their female s ex partner or not, their main aim is "to get their money's worth'. He's used brothels when he arrived home after being deployed by the army overseas.

      Are you able to change the license plates on your car because Lola, Phillip & Co may recognize your car but if the plates are different to what they know, it should confuse them. Then you'd be able to get closer to the 'action" with your binoculars.

      I'll write again soon but get back on that.

    • That was from me Cate,
      Belinda.

      And don't worry too much if Lola dresses provocatively. unfortunately she has to dress like that to use s ex appeal to exploit men.

      Young girls dress in that fashion time and time again. Ren and Lilly dress that way and to be honest i like them being so badass about it especially when they're smoking. Their dresses are so short when they sit one can see their ** and they have an appeal about them when they're smoking. When they're standing in short shorts and midriff t-shirts they uck their pack of cigarettes insid their shorts with the top of the box exposed and with the other hand they hold their cigarette between their index ** and the next **, they hook their thumb in the shorts front pocket and the wedding ** and small ** is placed on the outside of their shorts near their
      p ussy. There is a mere fine line between being s exy and provocative in my book.

      Things are different when I take them out to lunch, i want them to dress smartly and the favourite gear I like them wearing is a mini leather black skirt, a red blouse with the first two top buttons undone and a pair of black leather knee-high boots and i adore them smoking.

      Belinda

    • Cate,
      Maybe a man has booked Lola for an " all-night" session. Let's hope that's all it is and that's the reason you were unable to find her in the 'block'

    • I'm forgetting to sign off - that was me again.
      Belinda.

    • Cate,
      Please bear with me, I'll get back. This has been on my mind too much. I've got a lot of questions and a lot to say. I'll have to be like Lilly and bring my cigarettes and a drink to the computer when I start to type. It's a hectic day in the salon. In the meantime and before I forget, let me know when Lola rings you and what she has to say for herself.
      Take it easy over there.
      Belinda **

    • You tell 'em, Lilly!

    • Mister you can keep your ** c ock to yourself. In your f ucken dreams, we've all had enough of black c ocks thank you very much. You f ucking **.
      Lilly

    • Belinda,
      Back again.
      When Lola returned to the street, she went right back to business. Talking to men. Acting like a real party girl. Trying to entice them and sell what she had to offer. I must admit one thing - she seems to have a knack for what she's doing.
      As I was leaving to come home, I saw Phillip and his mom drive up to collect the nights proceeds. Just as they were about to drive off, they watched Lola take another man upstairs. And this guy was massive. About 6'-5" tall and at least 240 lbs. I hope she'll be OK.
      I'm going to learn what I can about their operation, but in the end, it may be futile. I can't see how this goes on unless the authorities are in on it. Another reason I don't trust the police.
      Although most of the girls are teens, I didn't see anyone as young as Lola.
      Anyway, I'm beat. Going to bed.
      I'll keep you posted. Write back.
      Cate.

    • Belinda,
      I already thought about recording Lola if and when she calls. Frankly, I'm not sure she is going to call, given what I have witnessed this evening.
      At this point, I'm not too concerned about Lola staying healthy, and where would she get drugs? They're probably watching her very closely. Also, Phillip's mom said something that stayed with me. They're making an investment as to how much money she will provide over the coming years (did I just say years?). I'm pretty confident they will keep her young looking, healthy, and beautiful. They'll get as much mileage out of her as possible. I'm under no illusions though- eventually she'll be sold in Mexico. An offer will be made, and she'll be gone, unless I can figure an alternative.
      I went out tonight and actually found where Lola is working.
      There is an area in our city called the "block". It's about a five block stretch of bars, clubs, strip joints, and it's where many hookers ply their trade.
      I saw Phillip's brother standing in front of a sleazy bar with Lola and two other of their girls. I parked nearby and watched through binoculars. Thank goodness my car has tinted windows.
      I watched for over two hours while the girls worked. I actually saw Lola enter the building with five different men, all Black, all middle-age, over forty years old. She was back on the street within twenty minutes of each man.
      I think Phillip's mom must rent a room or two above the bar, and that's where the girls take their customers. All the money went to Phillip's brother before the girls took them up. The girls never touch the money. It's very tightly controlled.
      I'll have to continue on another segment.
      Cate.

    • Cate,
      I would suggest you record every conversation when Lola rings you. You can't do much about the evidence Phillip has by way of visual recordings he has of her.

      Another concern is what Ren brought to my attention before she left for school this morning is that should Lola start taking drugs and getting so bombed out of her brains that she'll forget about her personal hygiene and Phillip's family may keep her malnourished and lack protein to keep her slender figure.

      She also hopes that Lola will be kept in cigarettes at her rate of 2ppd to cope with stress that may come as she still has be as permiscuous to fullfill her
      duties once the novelty wears thin.

      It's all very so, so sad.
      Belinda

    • Belinda,
      It's terrifying because their method was so insidious. The false friendship. Dating Lola. Worming their way into our confidence. A lot of time and effort when into this. Then the flash drive, with so much evidence of Lola's activities.
      Not to mention the direct threat of kidnapping Lola to Mexico and the horrors that would befall her there. I don't dare cross them, and they know it!
      When they took Lola, Phillip handed me her phone. She won't need this anymore. I'll give her a new phone, and I'll know everyone she contacts. Phillip's mom also took all the school records I had been given. Fortunately, I made copies of everything before they arrived. I also fingerprinted Lola and took half a dozen strands of her hair, with the root attached. Just in case I would need it for future identification.
      As for contact, Lola is out of reach. I accept that. I guess as long as I know she's happy, that's at least a plus. I'm going out later to see if I can at least determine the area she's working. Obviously, I have to be careful, because I'm certain they'll be watching her every move, as well as if I'm about.
      It's quite apparent Phillip's mother is the brains and driving force behind this organization. She said they run a string of girls, age nine (now) to seventeen and no one dares challenge their authority. Disobedience is severely dealt with. It's better for the girls to work, make them money and not cause problems. Phillip's mom said Lola was great investment for them. She stated she expects to reap years of profit from her, given she's so young.
      What happens after that, I just don't know.
      What is so distressing about the whole thing, is Lola seems so eager and happy.
      It's as though she's under a spell, and pleasing Phillip by selling her body to any man is something she actually wants to do.
      I'm just at a loss. I'm getting ready to go out now, and see what I can find out. Check back later.
      Cate.

    • Cate,
      This is terrifying, is there a stronger word I've yet to find?

      Explain to me how the f uck Phillip's mother can do this to you and Lola with any consciousness? Wasn't she once the caring person who looked after Lola after school hours and you couldn't speak highly enough of her?

      I do believe in karma so I hope it comes back quickly and bites the b itch on the ** ten-fold and I won't be giving two
      F ucks about how bad that is. The threats made against Lola for disobeying any orders are frightening. It has me concerned. Lilly is the more sensitive of my two and she would like nothing more at this stage for Lola to write to her however due to the circumstances Lola is facing and the excitement of her new life, that would seem impossible.

      I feel for you in that you don't have family, I'm blessed in that regard, I have a sister who is my best friend and parents that have learned to accept or tolerate the way I'm bringing up my 4 kids. As for my brother, I don't care less, he can call me a w ** because I permit Ren and Lilly to do smoke and do other adult stuff, it's none of his concern.
      Belinda.

    • Cate I'm going ** Lola, Ren and Lilly with my ** horse-like ** and
      Belinda I'm going to ** in Ren and Lilly's mouths and make them swallow every drop.

    • Well, it's all over. Lola is gone, and I'm sitting here in an empty house. Crying.
      Phillip came with his brothers AND his mother. As soon as they came in, Phillip's mom took Lola upstairs to do a makeover and get her belongings. Meanwhile, I stayed with the boys and they explained what was expected. I was not to call or interfere in any way - or else. Lola would be able to contact me in a few days, on a phone they would provide and they would have access to. If I called the authorities or interfered in any way, they would not hurt her, but simply drive her to Mexico, and sell her to a local whorehouse and life would be much more unpleasant. It would involve drugs, men, animals, and some very bad treatment. I agreed that I would cause no trouble.
      When Lola came down, she was completely changed from my little girl to a street **. Her hair was done in a very big fashion. She had bright red polish on her fingers and toes, and bright red lipstick. She wore a very tight, short skirt that barely covered her behind and when she sat, her front was almost completely exposed. She wore a skimpy top and thong wedge sandals. She looked every bit a **, who could pass for a much older girl.
      Phillip's mom said in a few weeks, I would hardly be able to recognize her. She was going to have her lips "plumped" to be much fuller and possibly more piercing or tattooing. Nothing definite at this point. They also plan to use her in videos to be sold underground and out of country. I'm sure she'll be all over the internet. Phillip's mom is the one who's really in control here.
      I'm going out later, to see if I can find her and just see how she's doing in her new life - from a distance. Now, always at a distance.
      My life has gone to **, but strangely, Lola seemed excited and happy.
      When they left, she didn't even say goodbye. That devastated me.
      More later as I sort things out.
      Cate.

    • It's mid-morning here in Arizona. Lola and I just returned fro her school, where I withdrew her as a student. We stopped for breakfast, but I had no appetite.
      I explained to the school officials that we were immediately relocating due to the death of my mother and the domestic needs of my elderly father. In truth, I have no living family, and it's just me and Lola.
      Now we're just waiting for Phillip and his brothers to show up and take Lola away. My stomach is in knots and I'm a wreck. I'm absolutely terrified of what kind of life my daughter is embarking on. Lola, on the other hand, is excited to be a "woman on her own", although I think we both know, that's not exactly what's happening. She seems to think of all this as a grand adventure. I would call it the "Pretty Woman Syndrome".
      Back in a minute. Phone's ringing.
      Phillip just phoned and said he would be here in a couple of hours. He wants to complete this so Lola can be working the street by evening.
      So now, it's just the waiting.
      Cate.

    • There goes Lilly on one of her rants again. I like the way she swears, referring to kunts and saying **.

      I want to ** her and Lola too.

    • Belinda,
      Thank you so much. I really appreciate your support.
      Tomorrow, I'm going to Lola's school and withdraw her. If anything, I feel it's best to go along with my "orders". At least for now.
      When Phillip and his brothers come for Lola, I'll wait and see what their plans for Lola are, although I can just imagine. My great fear is that no matter what I do to stop this, call the police, or get revenge, there will always be someone of their friends who will wreak havoc on Lola. It's too much to risk.
      Lola says so far, Phillip, his mother, or brothers have not tried to coerce her with drugs or torture, except for the branding. She's been very willing.
      In spite of what she is required to do for Phillip, she says she loves him, and will do anything for him, including prostitute herself. A "working girl" at age nine! It's really quite appalling and she'll turn ten in May. I can only imagine the number of men and boys she'll have been with by then. One other thing. Here, Blacks don't use condoms, and Lola has only been with Black men and boys. Another thing to worry about.
      Phillip and his brothers must have some operation. Three teenage pimps, and a bunch of white girls making a lot of money for them. And their mother.
      Please stay in touch. I really need the support.
      Cate.

    • Cate
      Have you been able to detect whether or not Lola had been taking drugs of any description?

      It is a concern that she's f ucking around without protection. i allow Ren and Lilly to do most things but I draw the line at them partying and having s ex with random guys without guys wearing a condom or them giving guys bjs without the guys wearing a condom.

      when police brought Ren and Lilly home to me they asked the gilrs to put their cigarettes out before they bunkled them up and put them in the police van but they didn't confiscate their cigarettes and Lilly had 4 cans of Bourbon and coke in her backpack. Police didn't search that nor did they search them. However police have to search them in the company of a parent or guardian over here because they're under 18. Ren cheekily said to them "I've only just lit this cigarette" and the cop replied, "you can finish it when we get you home to your mum."

      I hope you are able o sleep easy.
      Belinda

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