I'm just tired of everything
I've always been very depressed and suicidal. I know that I'm still very young (14) and that I have my whole life ahead of me, but how can one want to life when everyday it's just abuse? Normally people find comfort with their family, but how can you find comfort when your brother is the worst abuser and the rest of your family turns a blind eye and doesn't want you? At school it is nothing but bullying because I'm not the skinniest girl, and im overly intelligent for a 14 year old. I honestly just want to end it all.