Allow my daughter to smoke

To Isabella, Freja, Olivia and Isla,
Another poem from Nan Whitcomb (The Thoughts of Nanushka) you can use it if you like in memory of the lovely Megan

Tell me if you want to read more of these.

'In every crowded room,
I search for you-
but when I see
your dear familiar eyes,
I turn away,
for fear the world
may see the love 💖
I never
could disguise....
All my love and deep thoughts and blessings to you all.
Love 💖 💖 💖 😍 Belinda **

Oh I've never read that poem,
It's beautiful ❤️
Lilly

Izzy, my sl utty Swedish bombshell,
Two more little f ucking badass c ❤️ nts want to bed with us, smoke and drink and have p🍕zzas. We're gonna need a monstrous bed. Is there any room for Libby and Summer?
Love ❤️ Renae

Ren,
Oops sorry I forgot those 2 future bad a*ss bit*ches Liberty & Summer, of course they can join us 😍. Osky and Brock are welcome too!❤
Izzy xxxxxx

Izzy,
Count us in for ** cuddles, 😘 kisses cigarettes and gins and p🍕 izzas love 💕 can Osky come too cuz she's been a good girl lately? We will all chip in to buy extra cigarettes, gin and pizzas🍕 We will need a really big bed though because there will be you, Livvy, Aria, Lilly, Matilda and that f ucking cheeky little Storm, Osky and Brock and Freja, Isla and Amber as well as me, Kane and Coco.

Honey ❤️ you didn't answer me. How long did it take for Livvy to learn to inhale?

Hi Renae,
Sorry sweetie , I can't remember exactly but after only a few cigs I encouraged Olivia to nose exhale some of the time by just doing that she inhaled a little, then taught her to just inhale a little, probably took only a little over a week before our baby Olivia was inhaling quite well but not perfect obviously but then she started to love smoking.
I guess when you and Lilly had your babies it was a big change for Summer & Liberty cos they realized they weren't the babies of the family anymore and are big girls now and cos they are big girls they should be smoking ❤
Love you
Izzy xxxxxx

Hi Renae & Lilly,
Hope you 2 beautiful girls are ok and all your lovely babies Coco, Kane, Matilda & Storm. Me, Aria & Olivia are having a lazy day today, we staying in my bed today watching movies, me & olivia we going to order Pizza's later

.....feelin a little sad today so we having lots of snuggles, cigarettes and later a few glasses of gin & grapefruit 😍. Wish both you girls were here, you could stay both stay naked with me & Olivia and have snuggles too!. We could share baby feeding duties 🥰
Love your girl Izzy xxxxxx💘💋

Freja, Isabella, Olivia, Aria, Isla and Amber,
I thought that was the case about the manner in which Megan's life came to an end although I was hoping that I was so wrong. Loved that young lady as I do you guys.
I'll try again. This is my fifth attempt to post. F uck typing on phones. I thought my first post went through, then I Had appointments that had me stop typing. Girls, people act differently with the demise of a loved one. I could read the anguish in Izzy's post when she wrote advising "our" dearest Megan passed. There's no right or wrong answer about this kind of thing. We don't know the pain and suffering Megan endured. We were not the ones on the end of the disastrous news that was delivered to her. It is selfish for us to want Megan to be around for us. That's so selfish of us. I thought Megan was making headways with her rehabilitation but I was obviously so wrong and it was wrong of me to make that assumption. Freja I'll re-type that poem/or rather it's a thought of a well known Australian author of poetry when I get home love.
Take care 💖 of each other you beautiful girls and remember we love you all and I'd like to think of you as family. Hugs, cuddles and kisses are the order of the day. You're all so sweet.
Love Belinda, Ren, Lilly, Liberty and Summer 💖

Freja,
I've been heartbroken about what has happened to Megan. I love you just the same even though you've found love with Amber. Tell her if she doesn't look after you I'll spank her little @rse so
f ucking hard. I'm sure she'll look after you though bc Izzy told me she's very good to you. I think you're birthday is 4th May and you'll be 19 or 20 next year.
Love Lilly 💘

Dear Freja,
I saw your post about 12 hours ago when I was preparing dinner. My heart goes out to you darlings. It seems like we're all family because we love you guys so much. I'm not going to rush my reply honey, I will go into it in detail later. It is a reply that needs much empathy and sympathy with a little poem by a renowned Aussie poem at the end.
Stay safe and strong my love 😘😘
You, Isabella, Olivia and Amber look after one another please.
Take care and once again please accept my condolences for the loss of Megan. I loved that young lady 💗 too.
Love Belinda and girls.

My Renae 💘,
Hi babes, You and Lilly will love teaching Summer & Liberty to smoke. I'm sure as you are that they are ready to start. I think it should be a mom's decision if their kids smoke or not, but big sisters should help and encourage. Remember your starting them smoking you not asking them if they want to, cos you Lilly & Belinda know what's best for them ❤
I loved teaching our baby Olivia to smoke and eventually she loved it. Smoking taught her to relax instead of being really hyper like other little kids who just run round all day long, the annoying little cu*nts, our Olivua loved smoking with me & Freja, she loved sitting with us and hearing us talk about boys, girls and fu*cking, and when we included her in our chats and treated her like a big girl she loved smoking with us even more. Hope you my wifey or my other love Lilly will keep us updated on how it goes.
Love you babes 😘
Your sl*ut Izzy xxxxxx

Izzy,
ThanQ bubs, as mum said to Freja we love you ❤️ all so so much my l💕ve. I wish I could be in bed with you and hold you in my arms like a baby oh and to be in your
c unt. We will keep you updated on Liberty's and Summer's smoking. They will be so f ucking badass little bi tches. How long did it take for Livvy to learn to inhale properly? Lilly said she thought it took Chloe more than a week when she taught Chloe to inhale.
L💕ve you bubs and Freja and Olivia and we're all very happy to hear from Freja.
Renae xoxo 💋😘❤️

Belinda,
I talked to Isabella last night and she wanted me to tell you about Auntie Megan and what happened to her. I know she finds it really difficult to talk about even now.
Long story but i will cut it short...Remember Megan's accident, after she had lots of surgery on one of her legs. Megan was told by doctors in Sweden that she should have the leg removed, cos it was the safest option. Megan refused as she wanted to stay independent. Megan did make good progress and eventually she joined us in Alaska, the docs told her not to fly but she did anyway. She was going to get her leg checked out here in the US and she'd hoped they could help her cure her leg. She was doing well, she'd even managed to drive her car a few times the week before she died. But a few days before she died she had her leg pain back, the night before she died Isabella said they had a talk (Isabella wont tell anyone what they talked about) but Megan wanted to sleep alone, which was normal if her leg was hurting. Megan slipped away during the night. When I checked in on her in morning she had gone. The medical examiner found that the metal plates in her leg, had become severely infected, she also had blood clots which would have caused her to be in terrible pain, when they looked at her blood they found high doses of 2 different pain killers which she had been prescribed in Sweden and it was the mixture of the 2 pain killers that took her life.
Auntie Megan was so beautiful.
Love to all your family

Freja ** **

Paula, Ren, Lilly, Isabella, Oksana, Freja Olivia, Amy, Amber and Logan,
As you may have read by now i'm going to allow Liberty and Summer to smoke. Ren and Lilly will teach them. They can start having s ex with Ren and Lilly once they are 4 not before. I want Ren and Lilly to have s ex with them for a few months before they start having s ex with boys.
Belinda

Belinda,
Now why did I think you'd allow Liberty and Summer to smoke? Hmmm.... lol.
Take care, Sweetie.
Paula

Paula,
Well it's like this hon, I've always maintained that I should and will give liberty and Summer the same privileges in life that Ren and Lilly enjoy. Liberty and Summer often see Ren and Lilly f ucking each other and have been in our bed when Rick and I have s ex and they are inquisitive about that. So don't be surprised if that's not the next step they take. I've told Ren and Lilly they can start them on that road when they're four but not to involve boys for a months after that.
Belinda

Izzy my sl ut
Hello beautiful Swedish girl. REN'S RULES....... Open your f ucking legs love 💖🤩💖🤩 I want to eat you out.
No sweetheart ❣️ liberty and Summer haven't actually asked to smoke but their actions are telling us they want to start smoking. Liberty and Summer have been watching Chloe smoking and they've been walking around with carrot sticks and celery sticks pretending to smoke, besides that summer is copying me the way I hold my ciggy. I put my thumb in the pocket of my shorts and hold my cigarette in my index ** and the one next to that with my fingers on my c 💕 nt. So mum then got a reply from Paula and said Lilly and I can teach liberty and Summer to smoke when she buys the family's cigarettes on Friday. But mum wrote that text when she got to work this morning so she didn't get a chance to tell Lilly and me about it. So we about it on here. Liberty and Summer will be 4 on 6th September so in another 6 weeks they'll be 4. Hopefully they'll be inhaling then and loving it.
Lilly texted mum at work and reminded mum that she said a long time ago as soon as Liberty and Summer start smoking they can start f ucking but Lilly hasn't had a reply from mum yet.
Love ❤️💗 Renae

To anyone who's interested,
Just an update on Jack:
She refuses to tell me how much she weighs, but it looks to me like she's easily put on 30 pounds, maybe more. She's very happy, and loves showing off her curves via tight clothes and crop tops. Still smoking like a chimney, too. She pretty much lies around whenever possible and stuffs her face and smokes, and f ucks Chuckles whenever, wherever.
Paula

Paula,
It's good to hear from you. I miss the adult content and discussions we have here. I suppose you and I were like Ren, Lilly, Oksana and Isabella when we were young teenage girls talking about all they do. Although my girls and I are rather slim there are quite a few attractive heavier than usual women about who look nice wearing the correct outfits. Initially I was concerned that Jack had a goal in mind to reach 300 pounds. I had concerns she would end up a diabetic or develop heart problems. We all take risks, I smoke as do my kids and now they're doing coke which I'm not happy about. But what do I do, I once snorted the sh it and did other drugs except heroin, myself.
Love Belinda

Hi Paula,
You said your Jack is really happy, that's down to you because you seem such a lovely supportive mom and she has Chuckles too. You seem to have a really loving relationship with her. I'm sure she loves everything you do for her, she's really lucky.
How many packs does she smoke now, does she smoke more than you?
Does she still go to Chuckles house or she happier just staying home now?
What she do at home if she's home alone like if your at work? Does she watch movies, into gaming like ps5 or xbox?
When is her birthday? Is she 17 yet?
It's so good that she's proud of her figure, I bet she's a pretty & se*xy girl.
Sorry for all the questions, like I said she's real lucky to have you for a mom.

Love Izzy xxxxxx

Hi Izzy,
Thank you, you're sweet. Jack and I do have a loving relationship. And, yes both she and Chuckles prefer staying here, although they do go over to his place, but only for a day. His parents are more strict about things, esp where they can be intimate. I just don't give a **. As you may know, I dont wear clothes in the house, and they've picked up that habit too, so it lends to easy and plentiful f ucking opportunities for them. I think Jack smokes 2 packs a day, maybe a bit more. I buy cigs for the whole house, and Jack and Chuckles and Mike smokes the same brand, so it's hard to tell. I'll have to ask her--she's still asleep now. She does watch movies, and does xbox, but they also spend a lot of time by the pool. Jack turned 17 in June. Soon she'll be asking me to buy her a car. Fortunately, she's been happy to just call an Uber whenever she want's to go somewhere. But she has said it would be nice to just go driving with Chuckles no where in particular.
Love Paula

Hi Belinda,
Yes, it's becoming challenging finding our posts to each other LOL. It's all good, tho. I love the girls. Jack does intend to gain until she feels like stopping. No one knows when that will be or at what weight. She just no longer has a set goal. For now, she's enjoying being a pig and going out with Chuckles to fast food places 4 or 5 times a day. Then they come home and f uck. The other day, they came back from their second breakfast and had me laughing my head off. They were struggling through the front door, he's already got her pants down to past her hips, their lips are locked, and she's stumbling in backwards with him nearly falling on top of her while she's trying to undo his pants. The whole discombobulated mess collapses on the floor just inside the door and starts f ucking with the door still open, while I'm sitting there on the couch with my coffee and ciggies, reading a magazine! Hilarious!
I've done coke, and still occasionally do if there's some at a party, but mostly now stay away from it. Now I just do weed and booze. That's pretty much all I've dabbled in, partly because I'm always working, it seems, and when you're a prostitute, you're best off if you've got your wits about you.
Love Paula

Paula,
LOL Jack and Chuckles f uck every second of the day it seems. Mike might have his nose out of joint these days because he's not getting his fair share of Jack. Does jack talk to you about that?
Belinda

Belinda,
They are quite the copulating couple alright! Mike hasn't said anything, but I sense he's a bit peeved. Jack hasn't mentioned anything. It's like, she was just f cuking guys because she loves to f uck, and Mike was a guy that was around, but now she has Chuckles. I think this is the first time she really truly has fallen in love with a guy. In the past, her past bfs just seemed to me like prolonged infatuations. I'm happy she's found Chuckles.
It's funny, Chuckles is the nickname I gave him, and now everyone's calling him that. He even signs notes as Chuckles now. Just thinking and rambling again.
Love Paula

Belinda,
Liberty and Summer are going to smoke sooner or later--they're around ciggies too much not to. To me, 5 seems a perfect time to start, but 4 if probably OK too. When my younger sister had her kid, she smoked heavily throughout the pregnancy, and while breast feeding. H ell, she always smokes heavily. The joke is, if you're looking for Snooky, just look for clouds of smoke and she'll be under it. Her daughter kept wanting to breast feed, if fact til she was 4 and a half, at which point my sis started her on ciggies, and her breast feeding urge stopped. I guess she literally has been addicted to nicotine her whole life, so why deprive her? That's cruel.
There I go rambling again! Anyhow, I think Lilly and Ren would be the perfect smoking monitors for Liberty and Summer.
Paula

Paula,
My cigarettes bills are going to go through through the f ucking roof. Summer is copying Ren. She holds her carrot and celery sticks just like Ren. That is she places her thumb in the pocket of her shorts with a carrot, celery stick or pencil or pen between her index ** and the one next to that with those fingers pointing down to her pus. sy. Now liberty is starting to do the same. I'm buying extra cigs this Friday when I buy Rick's tobacco and cigarettes for myself, Ren and Lilly. Ren and Lilly are already talking about getting them into smoking. Just another surprise for my brother I guess who has always referred to me as a whorish mother but I don't give a f uck about him. I tell my mother when I want to visit her to make sure he isn't at her house because I can't stand the sight of him.
Isabella and Osky will be pleased that I'm going to allow liberty and Summer to start smoking so they can read it here first. A couple of weeks ago Isabella asked if my two youngest ones had smoking yet.
Since Chloe has been f ucking, she has been smoking more and this has piqued liberty and summer's interest in the habit.
Love Paula

Oh ** that should be love ❤️ Belinda, I wrote the f ucking post.
Belinda

Belinda,
I hear ya. I spend a f ucking fortune on cigarettes too, but, so be it.I'm lucky that no one in my family really gives me a hard time about Jack smoking. Well, not anymore. When Jack was young, an uncle and aunt were always on me but gave up after a while. I've got the added financial burden of Jack going through clothes like crazy. Aside from socks, which she's always gone through like water cuz she hates wearing shoes (or going barefoot), now she buys clothes that are already tight, but as she gains weight, they have to be replaced, like, the following week, it seems. I should make her get a job, but I'm too soft, I guess.
Love, Paula

Bubs my darling girl Isabella,
What age did Livvy start smoking. I know she was 4 but was she 4 years and 6 months old or 4 years and 11 months or sometime after she was 4, can you remember.
Love ❤️ 😻
Renae

Hi beautiful,
Baby Olivia started smoking in early January after her 4th birthday in October, how many months is that sweetie??
I can remember when she started she didn't like the taste and coughed a little, but she was to cute smoking! I made her keep going and like a few days later she loved it. She's now a se*xy cute smoker who now smokes more than most adults 1.5ppd.
Megan started me smoking at 6, I can't remember my first cig or first puffs which is kinda sad 😥
Did you cut down your smoking when preg honey? I didn't if anything in the last few months of pregnancy I smoked more than I ever smoked. When Aria was born she was small only 4 lbs 6, people said she was small cos I smoked. To be honest I'm pretty small if she was any bigger, I don't think I would have been able to push her out 😂
How old are Liberty & Summer now honey?, Are they asking to smoke?

Love you my slu*tty princess,
Izzy xxxxxxxx

Izzy my s exy adorable yet sl utty Swedish princess.
That means Livvy started smoking when she was 4 years and 3 months old. No honey Lilly and I didn't cut back on our smoking when we were pregnant, if anything it made us smoke more love ❤️ bc it made us hor ny being preg. Lilly's twin babies and my twin babies were a bit under 4pounds when they were born and people blamed our smoking for that too. we couldn't give up smoking even if we wanted to anyways bc we both love it too much.
See at the top and I'll answer about liberty and Summer smoking honey.
I love you Isabella. I've got so much love 💖🤩💖🤩 for you sweetheart ❣️ and Lilly is so, so happy she's heard from Freja at last Although it made her so, so sad. I'm not going to upset Lilly again BC I love her 💕 too much.
Ren

Izzy,
Tell Freja that although she's got herself a lover that I miss her terribly and I hope she and Isla are doing well. Oh I love that girl ❤️ so much hon.
Lilly

Hey Lilly!,
It's Freja! Sorry I haven't posted to you. I just didn't know what to write. Isabella has told u most things about my girlfriend Amber and my troubles getting sent to Jail, grandpa kicking me out and me using heroin. I wouldn't blame anyone if they were to think bad of me.

Lovely Lilly you are beautiful, more awesome then you would ever know, I love that you haven't changed and you are still the wild twin.

Congratulations on Storm and Matilda, they are so lucky to have such an amazing beautiful mother like you!

I'm so Lucky to have Isla, she is literally the most adorable cute little girl, she's just so happy all the time. Isla, Izzy and Olivia are my world.

I lost another baby girl honey, she was just to perfect and precious for this world, I know Auntie Megan is looking after her for me until I get there.

I can't promise to write often but remember to me you are perfect in every way, even being the bad a&ss which you are. You better take care and love yourself cos I know Isabella loves you and I love you to.

I'm sorry if you feel I've hurt you or let you down.

Love Always Freja ** ** **

Freja,
I just read your post and it's so beautiful that I'm crying like a baby. Thanks for writing honey. Ren is comforting me until my tears dry up. We think of Megan every
f ucking day and it seems all the time. We love you ❤️ 💜, Isabella, Isla and Livvy and I'm happy for you in one way that you've got Amber.
Love ❤️😻💕😍💖😍💖💖😍😍
From Lilly and thank you for writing sweetheart ❣️