Allow my daughter to smoke

Paula,
Mum said there's no way she's going to let Lilly and me run the coffee lounge, the cocktail bar or the salon by ourselves when the time comes. She wants to manage it for a few years and have us work for her until we can prove ourselves. This is not my f ucking idea of Lilly and I having our own business although we would have finished our apprenticeships.
Ren

Ren,
It is a good idea to let Belinda run the place for a bit. There is too much at stake when starting a business. You'll get your chance.
Paula

Paula,
Thank you very much for your thoughts on me running the business until Renae and Lilly totally understand its operations. You may not know that they often talk positively about your input. I don't know why they don't listen to my point of view to begin with. It'll make things easier for all concerned.
Belinda

Paula
Awww mum has got the f ucking sh it's with me coz she called me Renae and not Ren.

Paula,
Mum, Lilly and I had a discussion about us helping with payment of setting up our smoking areas on the roof of a shopping mall. I mentioned that we should put all our money together from prostitution although mum will earn more than us. She's getting $5,000 in a couple of weeks from it and she said she'll start the kitty with that. She said it will also keep up our interest in what we want to do. I'm excited for this to happen.
Last Monday we took our babies to the clinic for their checkups and nurses were told us they were very impressed with the healthiness of our babies and also said that some girls much older than us and even women didn't take care of their newborns the way Lilly and I have done. She said she's seen babies come in here with terrible eye-watering nappy rash and bed sores.
Ren

Ren,
That's good to hear about the babies. Keep up the great work, Mom(s).
I love prostitution. I make good extra money after my regular job, and that allows me to buy things or do things I otherwise couldn't, plus is can be a very pleasurable job, although that can depend on the guy--some are just too quick to the finish.

Lilly and Ren,
Belinda says you're interested in opening an open air salon/cafe/bar. What a brilliant concept. It's commendable that you've come up with such a creative idea and are already eager to get started. However, the strong arm of the law will always prevail, and you have to follow regulations. You'll likely get stopped at square one when filing for permits if you want to do something that's against regulations. It's OK to dream. It's how society advances. When regulations prevent you from fulfilling those dreams, you either have to change your plans according, or face the daunting task of getting the regulations changed. It'll be a few years before you will actually be able to open your own place, so get to know what's permitted, then plan accordingly.
Hope you both and your babies are doing great. You really are remarkable girls.
Paula

Paula,
It was Ren who came up with the idea of an open air rooftop bar, coffee shop and salon. The kids always said it's a long ar se time to be sitting in the salon without a cigarette while i do their hair manicuring and pedicuring and applying their make up. Ren explained there's no difference between a cafe/restaurant allowing outdoor eating and smoking than what she's proposing. There will be a fight on our hands to get it passed. According to my diary notes, I spoke about this to the centre manager of the shopping mall where I have my salon and he is more than willing to bring it up with the corporation who owns the establishment. He likes the concept. I told Ren and Lilly to write a business plan and after I explained what it should entail, they got on their laptops and went to work.
To be continued later when I've got time honey, I have to get my skates on and have a quick ciggie, apple and a cup of coffee for lunch
Love for now, hopefully I'll be back soon.
Belinda

Belinda,
I appreciate your concern for Jack's health. We had another honest talk about her weight gain over our morning coffee and ciggies, and she is really enjoying not having any restraints on what, how much, or when she eats, and finds it highly ** to be fed and to be getting more curves. She and Chuckles really love each other and they're both really into this feederism thing. She understands that getting very fat can have health consequences, but she is willing to take that risk and push her weight upwards until she no longer wants to, or begins to feel uncomfortable. It's not that she doesn't care about her health; she really does understand she can get diabetes and such, but she is willing to push the envelope for now. She says she has never had better se x, and that she has never really loved anyone like she loves Chuckie, and he also totally respect her and has said he is happy with her weight where it is now, and it's up to her if she wants to keep going from this point forward. So, I decided she has made a rather adult decision, and told her she can talk to me about it any time she wants, but that I will respect her decision and won't bug her anymore on the matter.
As for your prostituting services, I think you're going to figure out your fees in time--you've got a good head on your shoulders. For both of us, it's a tax-free side gig, so keep in mind, you can be very flexible with what you charge.
Paula

Belinda and Paula,
I have hidden my smoking from my husband for 7 years and I feel rather guilty because he despises cigarette smoke. I can hardly wait until he leaves work before me so I can go out into the backyard to light up a cigarette and as you know it feels so ** good to get that first hit in the morning. He smells it on me when I come home but I just blame the stench of cigarettes on my co-workers. I don't want to hurt him by telling him I'm an addicted smoker but I know the way I'm going I'm losing his trust. Our ** life and everything else in life is magic and I'm at my wit's end as to how I should handle it. My mother said I should tell my husband I'm a committed smoker and if he doesn't like it, then I should move on however that's easier said than done because our combined income is paying off a home mortgage. Any ideas from either of you ladies?

Belinda,
I'm 32 and I started smoking when I was 15. I really crave a smoke mostly when I'm out to dinner with my husband, their friends and wives. It really bothers me because the entire group smokes when we're out except for me and my hubby. These friends know I smoke and I smoke in their presence but they know better than to offer me a cigarette when my husband is in our company. I know exactly what you mean about the sexual aspect of ** and smoking is as I've cheated on my husband and the ** are a delight. My friends can't or won't help the situation and quite frankly I don't think they want to get involved.
Thanks for your advice, I may have to take it up or give my husband an ultimatum if we can't work together on this. ** your think smoking is the end of the ** world.
I'm home, he's home; I feel like a smoke right this minute. I should light one up to really ** him off.

Brittany

Brittany,
I need not mention your first mistake was not mentioning your smoking soon after meeting your husband. When I was dating, I made sure they knew I smoked right away. If it was a problem, I just moved on. But you already know that. You really only have two options: tell him you smoke and see where that leads, or quit smoking. The road you're on now is a dead end. You'll either be miserable the rest of your life, or he'll find out, and the latter is the most likely eventual outcome. So you need to ask yourself: when do you want to face that outcome? At some unexpected time in the future, or now. I'm sorry, but sometimes reality s ucks. Be strong, my dear.
Paula

Lilly that Riley fellow probably wants a ** with himself, his boyfriend and you so he can have s ex with you both.
Irene

I don't want to know him or hear about him or hear from Riley.
Lilly.

Paula,
I've noted my calendar for Saturday July 16, it's the night when one of clients and I are going to f uck. Why am I so awkward in setting my fee for an all-nighter. When he asked me, I replied "Are you fine in paying me $5000" He said "that's fair and reasonable." I'm not assertive enough. With kids I don't get a lot of opportunities to f uck so I have to make the most of it. It's a weird situation his wife lives in the house next door which they own jointly in a very affluent Sydney suburb. I'm getting a gun and holster tattooed on my thigh exactly like Ren and lilly. Lilly is getting more paid f ucks than me and is doing quite well financially for herself. Ren is getting enough she said but isn't chasing it as hard as Lilly.
Love Belinda

Belinda,
Sweetie, you're doing good. Assertiveness will come, and besides, sometimes you need to be assertive, and sometimes not as much. You need to be flexible and read every situation and act as needed. You've only been at this a short time. Give yourself a break, girl!
I always figured Lilly would be the more gung ** of the two. I almost get the sense Ren would be content prostituting part time and being a mother the rest of the time and letting a boyfriend or husband support her.
Jack is just f ucking lazy, and would be happy not doing anything if someone paid her bills. She and Chuckles are inseparable and seemingly constantly f ucking (pretty much anywhere at all in the house, I might add). She's still eating like a pig. Yesterday I got up in the morning and Jack want on her back on the couch with a big tube in her mouth attached to a funnel and he was pouring a weight-gain shake into the funnel. Apparently it's called funneling and is a thing within the feeder community. It was a bit shocking to see, but seems harmless if that's what turns them on. She has really gotten into this gaining, and is now saying she definitely wants to get to 300 pounds. Holy f ucking sh*t!
Paula

Paula,
Ren and Lilly are going to stay the weekend with their natural mother. Although they can be trying at times,. I'm sure going to miss them. Our place will be dead quiet I'd imagine. It'll be interesting to see if they come home with more packs of cigarettes than they take over there. Hope all is well with you.
Belinda

Belinda,
Yes, you miss them but it can also be a nice break for a little while. My Jackie spends about half her time living with Chuckles' family and he comes here the other half, so I get regular breaks. I guess it's good training for me for when she moves out. This weekend we went clothes shopping for her again. Aside from the usual armful of socks, we got jeans and tops for my growing girl. I don't think I've mentioned that Jack hates wearing shoes, and goes wherever she can in socks. By the end of the day, they're often totally filthy and of course she wears them through real fast. On Saturday they went to the zoo. She put on her shoes to get in but then took them off the rest of the time. When I saw her Sunday morning she said she needs shoes when we go shopping. Turns out she didn't want to carry them all day at the zoo, so she threw them in the bushes. Now, the zoo is black asphalt, so the bottom of her socks were pitch black. No way to get them clean, so she threw those out at the end of the day. With Jack, socks are a disposable item, but then, she doesn't pay for them, so....
Paula

Do you want this money and smokes or what Lilly

Stay away from me. You're f ucking creepy.
Lilly

I’m not tryna be creepy I’m just tryna help you out but whatever

Riley,
My twin and I don't need any helping out, we're doing ok for ourselves so you needn't worry about us. We f uck multiple guys.
Ren

How many packets do you wanna smoke a day Lilly?

I'm fine with smoking 2 packs of cigarettes a day. When I'm at a party or at a festival or go to my friend's places and drink I smoke 3 packs a day because we're up most of the day and night. When mum takes us out to lunch or dinner we only smoke about 5 cigarettes. When I'm high on weed I love to smoke cigarettes too.
Lilly.

That’s so cool I’ll buy them for you
Riley

Paula,
What's news on the smoking and
f ucking news front? I'm following my daughters' life and I'm smoking for men to f uck me for a premium. I don't know what I've missed out on for not starting earlier. Isn't it amazing that we can f uck and smoke and still get paid for something in life we adore?
Love to you, Jack and Mike
Belinda

Hi Belinda,
Last week, Mike left town for a week. He got a big contract to do all of the plumbing in this new 8-unit apartment that's being built near Reno. His contractor buddy asked if he wanted the job, and Mike agreed. Rather than commute, he's staying up there. So Jack and Chuckles (as I call him) are on their own. All was well until Thursday, I come home from work around 3 AM and the house is FULL of cigarette smoke. It's hanging thick in the air. There's trash, beer cans, bottles of vodka, pizza boxes, fast food wrappers, you name it. Ash trays overflowing, cigarette butts and weed all over. And in-between all of this is the occasional passed out teenager--5 of them. Jack, Chuckles, and another guy are in Jack's bed, naked.
Well, I'd had a long day at the bar and a few johns after, so I was beat. I poured a stiff drink and smoked a couple of ciggies and went to bed--next to a rather attractive young lady who was already in it!. She stirred and snuggled up closer to me but kept right on sleeping.

Cont'd:
I was awakened by this girl crawling out of bed around 8AM. So I got up too and got everyone else up--a couple already were up and looking a bit green. After I made coffee with Kahlua for everyone, and everyone had a few smokes, we had a clean-up party, with one guy running to the toilet to puke every 30 minutes or so. Then I sent everyone home. I had to deal with a couple of upset parents later, but nothing terrible. Jack, on the other hand, will have to pay all of the food, booze, cigarettes, and weed. She was like, MOM, HOW? I don't have a job! I told her to figure it out. So we'll see what she does. And yes, she is still gaining weight. I had to buy her new clothes yesterday. She refused to buy anything too big; she wants it to already fit now, which of course means soon she will need new clothes again. Kids! They think you're made of money, or something!
Oh, it's great to hear you're enjoying your new side-"job"!
Love to you all,
Paula

That Riley fellow wants you to write on a different platform Lilly and is asking for pics of you and Ren but he's not telling you where he lives. I don't trust fellas like that. Don't ever give him your email address.
Irene

I live in Rockhampton Qld

Don’t trust me all you want but I was gonna follow your requests and give you what you wanted
Riley

That's f uck'n ridiculous. You live too far away. Stop f ucking dreaming.
Lilly

K whatever was literally gonna give you the money smokes and vodka but oh well your loss
Riley

Hey Iilly why’d you stop talking
Riley

Lilly and Ren
Just been reading about you twins and you are so ** cool. I'm a mother in my early 40's and I like reading about you **, smoking cigarettes and dope, drinking alcohol and having babies all at 14. It's also good to read that you're going into prostitution. Keep up the good work.
Love and kisses to you both.

Paula,
Mum buys out cigarettes today.im sick of her telling us we smoke too much.
Lilly

Lilly,
She is probably putting out way more money for you guys than you realize. I know it's great to be able to smoke as much as you want; I certainly do! Maybe she would appreciate if you helped pay for part of the cost. Just need a money-paying f uck every now and then....
Paula

Paula,
Mum said she'll sign for Ren and I to have a color tattoo of a gun in a holster tattooed on our thigh. Ren wants the words Daddy's Girl". I Know it's unacceptable but I want "F uck off" written through my gun. Lol. The gun will be black with a dark grey bullet chamber and red typeset. BUT she wants us to wait until the end of the month cos she's got to pay bills and she just bought us Gothic clothes and she paid for our C unt piercings f ucking blah blah blah. Ren and I are going to charge for f ucks every time now, it's surprising the number of guys who want to be the first to f uck us when we get our tats. We're not gonna f uck around, we're offering ourselves to the highest price.

We can't be f ucked having steady boyfriends. We're too f ucking young for that, we've tried and they're always telling us what they want us to wear. Jack might like to get paid for f ucking too.
Thanks too for the love, we love you guys.
Lilly ✓