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I need to be fatter!
I love being fat! I've been big most of my life, briefly dropping from obese down to merely overweight during college. I am now morbidly obese after purposely gaining over 110 pounds. I have been hovering around 330-335 for a few years now and lately I just feel such an intense urge to start gaining again.
My weight actually dipped to 326 a few weeks ago and I legitimately felt a sense of panic. I immediately started binging at night to get my weight back up. I am very happy to say it is back to 330 plus and I am doing my best to add more. Unfortunately, I find it difficult to eat as much as I nee to to add weight, but I am determined! My first goal is 337 which would be a new high for me. Then it is on to 350 and I am hoping a 60" belly! After that who knows, but I am very excited to be actively gaining again. I just feel so good when I'm getting fatter.
I have to travel next month and I'm hoping I will need a seat belt extender on the plane. There's nothing better than real life evidence of how huge I'm getting. For example, being too big for booths at some restaurants. I get so excited when I try to sit in a booth and can't fit. Having to ask to change your seat because you're too fat is so embarrassing, but such a turn on! Its even better when the person seating you looks you over and you can tell they're sizing you up before directing you to a table instead.
Sorry, I thought that was my question. I’m the one whose fat belly stops me from putting down a table on an airplane. How are your friends reacting to your gain? Mine seem really supportive at least to my face.
No worries. The ones I see regularly haven't really said anything about my recent gain, but I kinda wish they would. I'm curious what some of the ones who haven't seen me in a while will say. Hopefully, I'll be even bigger by then. How have yours been supportive?
Well, I’m pretty self conscious so I’ll joke around about how big I’ve gotten and friends will say, oh no you look great. A girl friend was talking about her ** recently and I said hers were almost as big as mine and she said I’m not nearly as big as I think I am. I guess I’m trying to make jokes to let them know I know I’ve turned into a little pig and that it’s ok to talk about.
I can relate. I've tried making self deprecating jokes about my weight and people always try to reassure me instead of joking around. I think it's because we've gotten too fat to joke about. If someone is a few pounds overweight my friends will poke fun, but I don't think they're comfortable making fun of me for being morbidly obese.
Yeah maybe that’s the reason. In a way, I also really like knowing they’re thinking about it and talking about my expanding girth. Sometimes I’ll give them a little something to gossip about. Maybe knock something off a table with my belly or something.