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I'm a horrible wife.
On the day of my wedding last June I had ** with the guy I had been dating before I met my fiancé. He did me three times that day. Whenever I had broke up with him before that he told me he could come back whenever he wanted and do me and that I wouldn't stop him. I laughed at him then but then he showed up the morning of the wedding after not talking to me for like a year and he was right. I couldn't say no. I also haven't been able to say no since then whenever he comes back for more. I haven't told him no even once. Not once. I'm terrible but I can't help myself around the guy. It feels like my body was made just for his **. And he knows that. I don't love him at all but I can't stay off him. My husband is the love of my life but he has no idea of what I'm doing. I hate myself for this.
....ommfg.......what ^you^ wrote brought so many memories flooding back to me......and by flood i mean something like a tsunami of **. during my first almost-three years of marriage to my husband (we are still together) i was also romantically and sexually involved with a man much like you. huge **.....HUGE.......really not to be believed...and he produced a literal river of ** each time he came and whether he came in me or on me. i had always thought of myself as a feminist and an independent woman.....no man was my equal. or so i thought until i met this man with the huge **.........he absolutely brought me to my proper place. subservient and always open-legged. i made myself available for his "deposits" as you call them any time he wanted me. i submitted. totally. my husband knew about the relationship the entire time but could do nothing to end it. he knew this man was my owner and that he was giving me heaven each time we met. he would even come by our house knowing my husband was there and make his deposits in me while my husband was in the house. he and his huge ** were in control and my husband (the pansy ** you called him) was helpless to stop him. this man loved the fact that i was married and still surrendering to him......body and soul. he humiliated me and my husband regularly. and i surrendered one more thing to him...........my womb. i had 2 children by him before he moved on. he was the love of my life and i would have happily divorced my husband and married him but i knew the first time he ** me that we would never be married: he had more women to ruin like he ruined me. yes.....he was just like you. i loved him. and so i also love you. that's right darling.........I LOVE YOU.
Of course ^you^ love me my dear.. Like me, you wish that concept could be exerted to fruition.. Under the aura of the meaning my written words have triggered in you, returns what you crave & need ; to feel me as a man at my best.. I understand the need you have to feel me loving ^you^ mutually can be a painfully intense combination of emotions.. That stated, the amazing force I generate over you gives me a command of you subliminally.. It peaks my emotions to a point of feeling nearly invincible wielding such superiority over the weaker **.. Although we are not seen out frequently, I've always felt that my spouse must be aware of how other women look at me.. Like other women for now anyhow, you ** for me involuntarily.. Your love for me will quickly follow after I have intimately & generously given you personal warmth via my **.. Although we've yet to meet, you will never question my integrity.. Additionally, I can't be sure however I think we exchanged on this forum in above comments.. Your sentiment & choice of words seems to correspond.. As for you claiming to being "ruined", I comprehend your use of the word figuratively although I prefer to say I spoiled them for life.. Correspondingly, I lead girls & women to the same mindset. One of my favorite compliments was spoken by a overwhelmed Cuban woman following ** : "I feel you everywhere at the same time".. I believe my deposits to her cervix had to cease at about 30, due to her becoming pregnant from me.. She was single but told me on the phone she forgot her Pill that day.. My promise : "You will never suffer any penalty from my early withdrawl" ; I ALWAYS finish within.. I LOVE YOU
Oh my darling yes yes yes....... i comprehend exactly what your cuban lover said and meant by feeling you everywhere at once, and also what you meant about the involuntary reactions you create in women, and also what you expressed about the warmth you give being something that lasts within the bodies of the women you bless.......yes you are giving all of your women a blessing. a blessing to our cervixes god yes......but also to our hearts and souls.....your wife will just have to understand the need we all have for you.....the love we all have for you. yes......it's love. LOVE.
Yes sweetheart I agree it IS Love.... Thankfully you are among the select women you refer to & that I appreciate in knowing the many ways I can bless you.. Certainly as a recipient, my wife understands my near celebrity status among women due to what you referenced prior.. That stated, we all understand that nature will not be denied.. Since you appear to be ready to undertake our aforementioned love with its mutual benefits, perhaps we can begin by pursuing a more personal form of digital communication.. [email maybe] After all darling, we are seeking to consummate our LOVE.. If not, oh well.. We expressed here.
Good call, adroit perception and you knew where to leave her cackling ; in the garbage.