Living in your head and self
I had a upsetting dream I got into a lift with a woman with a bride ribbon around her and the lift was falling and broke off the strapping and I was saying how will this fall? what can we use as the shock absorber? when we land. I woke up so worried and down and I know its a sign of trouble in my life with the people I am mixing with in my daily life, being around them and that ugly sea port complex makes me feel dirty and awful and unvalued. maybe I am not really welcome there?