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Missing you.
I do always you know that.
Eagerness in heart remains but mind blocks all.
Just a call away but it feels like moving mountains to press the buttons.
I stare blankly on the keypad,numbers circle on head yet .....
I sit in silence and write my thoughts addressing the sky.
So many things I read here and there that's heartbreaking but I do know there is nothing to be done ...
It's doomed from the start.
Without accepting there is no way out.
Who knows who is behind the screen ..
You are far away from my reach nothing I can do to bring you close to me...
Only words remain at the end of the day and roaming in vicious cycle..
I don't know how you are wish you all happiness...
My thoughts are mine and for true I burn everyday for your touch and it will end with my last breath only..
Xoxo
I want to sit on your lap.... snuggle against your green cardigan... and feel your arms around me as I tell you things. :)
If only someday your want becomes truly your need then that day you will truly understand how small things matter...
How it can make or break....want should be real need truly ...then only you can think of next level or else its all same not progressive..
Need v want... always an interesting question.
I know small things matter. I'm scared of some of my needs... Afraid of showing them...
I can hardly admit them to myself...
You've inspired me to sit down with myself and think about my needs.
I hv inspired many things ,I hv done many things to bring a change in you ,you are lucky for that you feel because you met me...I have heard things like ths n number of times.. now again I hv given another food for thought to you research then...but jst to let u know I am same as I was and will remain same in years to come...but somewhere I will be always alone,lonely,unfulfilled ...love always....
I didn't actually say that!! I went through a ** intense situation in my past ... which makes it intensely difficult to let go. I've not told one single person about what happened to me. My heart is dying to reach out... I sometimes fear that you'll bite me if I do... And I honestly can't take that right now. I'm not at all tough at the moment. Yes, I feel a deep pull towards you, a deep need for you, a desire to comfort you... I wish I could just go up to you and completely surrender my heart, body and mind to you...but fear of being hurt truly holds me back. Love....