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Does anyone feel the same ?
I admit it sometimes I ** and thinking little boys but I get ** with adults.
I see children only emotionally .
I think I could fall in love with an innocent and handsome little boy but not sexually , the same with an adult .
These feelings for children came to me suddenly at my 22 years old .
Now I am 23 and I think these feelings came cause I want so much to be a child again .
I like to watch movies and series with children , I like to listen opera from little boys in church and in general I like to listen them singing , l like to hear their high sweet voice , I like to hear stories about children and I like stories that shows the power of children , I like their innocence on ** .
I like everything that is childish , fairytales , childish movies , candy , cartoons , playground , trabolin and other stuff that are childish .
I would like my body was like when I was little girl , without chest , without hair on my body , more white skin with more cuteness on my face and more happiness in my soul .
Then I was for more comfortable than now in everything .
I am getting sad when I think that everyone including myself is growing up.
I would like it if we were all children forever , I am depressed because I want to be a kid again .
When i was 18 years old i was talking on facebook with a 12 year old boy and we were talking so nice about everything .
We saw only once each other in person when i was 20 and him 14 .
His mother was there with us too .
I start to feel emotionally connected with him .
It was so cute until when he became 15 and me 21 his mother didnt want her son talk to me anymore and now he doesnt like me and block me in every account i tried to connect with him .
He said that he felt empty without me and that i was his best friend and now i suddenly dont matter to him ?
I was sad and angry at the same time because when i told him that i feel close to him and i like to talk to him i meant it .
I have not spoke with him until 24 April 2016 .
Feeling this way can be difficult .
It's difficult cause I feel inferior from other adults .
I am childish I know maybe it's not normal cause I must behave like an adult .
I miss the innocence of children , this is what I like so much about them .
I would like to see the world from a child's eyes .
I would like an adult to take care of me .
And if I knew a preteen boy has this need too I would like to help him .
If I met an childish adult with childish soul and look like myself I would liked it.
If I was not depressed and was happy inside i would easily imagine myself play with children , listening childish music together . going to a childish theatre together .
Dont go your mind somewhere vulgarity , i want to be with children as friends .
But i found out that children now days starting behave like they are older their age .
God this is repel me so much !
I feel more ''child'' that children now days .
Little girls want to grow up fast and become women and little boys want to grow up fast and become men .
Though they should be happy for being kids and so beautiful like angels and play and run happily in playgrounds and watch cartoons with an innocence in their soul .
Once a 9 year old boy when i put him to listen a childish music or watch cartoons told me ''these is for babies'' , can you believe this ? a 9 year old told this to me .
Sometimes i want to save these children , to protect them and make them children again cause i feel like a child but with more rights than the ''real biological'' children .
Im realy run away this time mommy and im going too be with my daddy soon. I packed lots off stuff away mommy. I want too be with him and he be happy like me when were together. Love you mommy and im tired mommy. I love you and thanks for being kind and nice. Love you so much mommy. My uncle has nicer girls and wife and their all realy pritier than me. Love you mommy. But im sorry and i want too be with my daddy. Hugg you mommy and love you xxxxxx
I am a little drunk right now my angel . My advice is to not hurt yourself I don't know what else to say my sweetie . What are you going to do ? Don't you afraid ?
You don't Know what there is to another side I mean my sweet . Your father I am sure that he didn't want you to die my sweetheart . You might need some professional help don't you want it ? To have someone to talk my sugar . To talk I mean in person I am sad that I may can't help you my darling . I want you to be my daughter and I like to hear to speak to me . But aren't you afraid ?
It's a pity my sweet to hurt yourself when you're so young . You have dreams my sweetie and you are a soul that deserve to be loved . I drunk a red wine my angel and I am spontaneous and here is 7:33 am . I guess in your country now is 5:33 am . Be patient my sweet . What about the boys you told me at first ? The 9 and 11 year old boys .
I want to put your little head on my chest my angel . To hug you and be my little girl .
Hi mommy and mom was down stairs for ages and i fell asleep and i never even ran away. I love you mommy and would love too live with you mommy and hugg me like that. Your so kind and nice mommy and i can talk too you and.you listen and say nice things mommy. I hate my mom and would be good if she died. My best friend texted me back mommy and she got grounded again and they took her phone. Our neighbours asked me if i could watch their kids on saturday mommy. But i told them they have too ask my mom and they said ok. I love you mommy and thank and did your sister get birthday cake and i bet she got nice presents. I wish i was able too go too your sisters party. Love your angel daughter and thanks for saying its not silly i have my teddy and mom says its silly and i should be getting rid off childish stuff xxxxxx
I love you mommy xxxxxx
I love you mommy and miss you and thanks for saying im prettie and all the nice things about me. I wish i was able too cuddle like you said mommy and it looks nice when I watch people doing it on tv and moms and daughters and people. Your angel girl and hugg you mommy xxxxxx
Im sorry mommy. But mom came up too my room a few minutes ago and said were going too the store soon and too tell me that our pastor and his wife are comeing over later and he will deal with me and mom saw bag under my bed sticking out a bit and made me open it and saw everything and asked what i was doing and yelling at me mommy. Im crying and told her i was going too run away. But told her i was never realy going too do it. But she just took off my pjs and kept yelling and smacked my legs and ** and said im a liar and brat and that im too have a shower now and come down too her and she saud shes sick off my selfishness and disobedince mommy and shes going too give me a proper smacking after i take my shower and said our pastor is going too hare all about my attitude. Why did i have too fall assleep last night mommy and im stupid. Because i would have being in the old house now. Its not fair mommy and i did nothing wrong. I love you mommy and i better go as my mom shouted up and said too be in shower this minute. I love you mommy and i want too live with you. Your angel daughter xxxxxx