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Does anyone feel the same ?
I admit it sometimes I ** and thinking little boys but I get ** with adults.
I see children only emotionally .
I think I could fall in love with an innocent and handsome little boy but not sexually , the same with an adult .
These feelings for children came to me suddenly at my 22 years old .
Now I am 23 and I think these feelings came cause I want so much to be a child again .
I like to watch movies and series with children , I like to listen opera from little boys in church and in general I like to listen them singing , l like to hear their high sweet voice , I like to hear stories about children and I like stories that shows the power of children , I like their innocence on ** .
I like everything that is childish , fairytales , childish movies , candy , cartoons , playground , trabolin and other stuff that are childish .
I would like my body was like when I was little girl , without chest , without hair on my body , more white skin with more cuteness on my face and more happiness in my soul .
Then I was for more comfortable than now in everything .
I am getting sad when I think that everyone including myself is growing up.
I would like it if we were all children forever , I am depressed because I want to be a kid again .
When i was 18 years old i was talking on facebook with a 12 year old boy and we were talking so nice about everything .
We saw only once each other in person when i was 20 and him 14 .
His mother was there with us too .
I start to feel emotionally connected with him .
It was so cute until when he became 15 and me 21 his mother didnt want her son talk to me anymore and now he doesnt like me and block me in every account i tried to connect with him .
He said that he felt empty without me and that i was his best friend and now i suddenly dont matter to him ?
I was sad and angry at the same time because when i told him that i feel close to him and i like to talk to him i meant it .
I have not spoke with him until 24 April 2016 .
Feeling this way can be difficult .
It's difficult cause I feel inferior from other adults .
I am childish I know maybe it's not normal cause I must behave like an adult .
I miss the innocence of children , this is what I like so much about them .
I would like to see the world from a child's eyes .
I would like an adult to take care of me .
And if I knew a preteen boy has this need too I would like to help him .
If I met an childish adult with childish soul and look like myself I would liked it.
If I was not depressed and was happy inside i would easily imagine myself play with children , listening childish music together . going to a childish theatre together .
Dont go your mind somewhere vulgarity , i want to be with children as friends .
But i found out that children now days starting behave like they are older their age .
God this is repel me so much !
I feel more ''child'' that children now days .
Little girls want to grow up fast and become women and little boys want to grow up fast and become men .
Though they should be happy for being kids and so beautiful like angels and play and run happily in playgrounds and watch cartoons with an innocence in their soul .
Once a 9 year old boy when i put him to listen a childish music or watch cartoons told me ''these is for babies'' , can you believe this ? a 9 year old told this to me .
Sometimes i want to save these children , to protect them and make them children again cause i feel like a child but with more rights than the ''real biological'' children .
Hi mommy and i thought you hated me and were mad at me mommy. I told mom that pastor was not my daddy and not allowed too smack me and they said im a brat and selfish and if my dad was here i would not be doing all the bold stuff and thats why mom said our pastor is going too take over as male figure and it will make me behave and he smacked my legs and ** hard mommy and they seeing me down there and i was crying because it hurt so bad and my face was red because they saw me. I hate them mommy and thanks for saying you get mad also and that im special and dont think im silly and i know when i take my tablets i be with my daddy in heaven and wont miss anybody but you and who else i said mommy. My mom is realy pretty mommy and i hate her and shes prettier than me and i look like my daddy and he had blonde hair too. I love you mommy and can tell you lots off things. I would love too be your little girl and be hugged like i see on tv mommy and it looks nice. I even used too say too mom when she shouted and smacked me for a hugg and she said no and put me in corner or my room and i hate her mommy. Im glad you said you would be my mommy. Mom keeps telling people about me and say how i have being acting and drinking and they all think im a bold brat. I love you mommy and huggs you xxxxxx
I would never smack you my angel .
I would hug you . Your mother has big ** cause she is grown woman she is not prettier my sweetie . You are only 13 when you become a woman you will be a beautiful woman too with bigger ** than now too . And you are pretty too . Really . And you are not brat or selfish my sweet . Your mother is crazy .
You are like an angel
Hi mommy i was not hungry and did not want too eat sausages and chips that moms friend made me and i told her friend im not hungry and even said thanks. But mom said i had know choice and im un greatfull and made me sit and eat it and i ate half and said im full and did not want anymore and i was realy full mommy but mom said now and to stop being a brat. But I just said please mom and she lifted me up and pulled my shorts and ** down and smacked me in front off her friend and asked her friend for spoon and her friend gave her one and she hit me lots off times mommy and told her friend this is what she was talking about and she would not let me put my shorts and ** on and made me eat it and i realy was full mommy and im in other room and mom said i can have my shorts and ** when were leaveing and i hared her telling her friend about our pastor and saying she was going too call him tomorrow mommy. I want my daddy mommy and i hate them. I love you mommy and your my real mommy and wish i lived with you. Can you please hugg me mommy. Your angel girl xxxxxx
Sweetie listen to me please speak to someone for this , I don't know perhaps to your uncle , a teacher , your mother's parents ( if they are alive ) anyone . Your mother is crazy , I can't understand her behavior and the fact that nobody move their ** ** to tell her that what she do is ** wrong . Why your mother is such a ** ? You didn't do absolutely nothing my sweet . And she left you naked also ? Without shorts and ** ? What the ** is wrong with this woman ? You Know that you call call the police right ? I just can't understand . My words can't help you practically my dear . Act , do something please . You don't deserve this . Hug my sweet !