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Does anyone feel the same ?
I admit it sometimes I ** and thinking little boys but I get ** with adults.
I see children only emotionally .
I think I could fall in love with an innocent and handsome little boy but not sexually , the same with an adult .
These feelings for children came to me suddenly at my 22 years old .
Now I am 23 and I think these feelings came cause I want so much to be a child again .
I like to watch movies and series with children , I like to listen opera from little boys in church and in general I like to listen them singing , l like to hear their high sweet voice , I like to hear stories about children and I like stories that shows the power of children , I like their innocence on ** .
I like everything that is childish , fairytales , childish movies , candy , cartoons , playground , trabolin and other stuff that are childish .
I would like my body was like when I was little girl , without chest , without hair on my body , more white skin with more cuteness on my face and more happiness in my soul .
Then I was for more comfortable than now in everything .
I am getting sad when I think that everyone including myself is growing up.
I would like it if we were all children forever , I am depressed because I want to be a kid again .
When i was 18 years old i was talking on facebook with a 12 year old boy and we were talking so nice about everything .
We saw only once each other in person when i was 20 and him 14 .
His mother was there with us too .
I start to feel emotionally connected with him .
It was so cute until when he became 15 and me 21 his mother didnt want her son talk to me anymore and now he doesnt like me and block me in every account i tried to connect with him .
He said that he felt empty without me and that i was his best friend and now i suddenly dont matter to him ?
I was sad and angry at the same time because when i told him that i feel close to him and i like to talk to him i meant it .
I have not spoke with him until 24 April 2016 .
Feeling this way can be difficult .
It's difficult cause I feel inferior from other adults .
I am childish I know maybe it's not normal cause I must behave like an adult .
I miss the innocence of children , this is what I like so much about them .
I would like to see the world from a child's eyes .
I would like an adult to take care of me .
And if I knew a preteen boy has this need too I would like to help him .
If I met an childish adult with childish soul and look like myself I would liked it.
If I was not depressed and was happy inside i would easily imagine myself play with children , listening childish music together . going to a childish theatre together .
Dont go your mind somewhere vulgarity , i want to be with children as friends .
But i found out that children now days starting behave like they are older their age .
God this is repel me so much !
I feel more ''child'' that children now days .
Little girls want to grow up fast and become women and little boys want to grow up fast and become men .
Though they should be happy for being kids and so beautiful like angels and play and run happily in playgrounds and watch cartoons with an innocence in their soul .
Once a 9 year old boy when i put him to listen a childish music or watch cartoons told me ''these is for babies'' , can you believe this ? a 9 year old told this to me .
Sometimes i want to save these children , to protect them and make them children again cause i feel like a child but with more rights than the ''real biological'' children .
Sweetie listen to me please speak to someone for this , I don't know perhaps to your uncle , a teacher , your mother's parents ( if they are alive ) anyone . Your mother is crazy , I can't understand her behavior and the fact that nobody move their ** ** to tell her that what she do is ** wrong . Why your mother is such a ** ? You didn't do absolutely nothing my sweet . And she left you naked also ? Without shorts and ** ? What the ** is wrong with this woman ? You Know that you call call the police right ? I just can't understand . My words can't help you practically my dear . Act , do something please . You don't deserve this . Hug my sweet !
I can't be even one person around you can be logical
My daddys parents are dead mommy and so is moms dad and i never saw moms mommy and she never says anything about her. I love you mommy and your my mommy now and were leaveing soon and mom came in and smacked me again and said im a disgrace and said she textet our pastor and he be over tomorrow and at least i have my ** and shorts. I love you my new mommy and i was going too tell my best friend mommy. But im embarassed too tell her mommy. Can you give me a hugg mommy please and moms friend goes too our church also. I want too live with you mommy xxxxxx
I love you too honey and please protect yourself from crazy people . You don't deserve it and speak to someone , anyone .
Your not disgrace , your mother is crazy and you don't have to listen crazy people
Hi mommy and im in bed and i had too take my pjs off and its too stingey. Moms friend gave me a hugg and said i should not be answering my mom back like that and said her kids are big now. But if i was her little girl and spoke like that i would not be sitting for a week and i got mad mommy and said shut up and mind her business and mom brought me back into her kitchen and told her too smack me for talking back too an adult and took my shorts and ** down again and told her stupid friend too smack me double my age and she did mommy and used the spoon again that mom used. They are all stupid and i hate them so much mommy and mom smacked me all the way too car and made me go to bed straight away and said our pastor will hare about my bratty outburst and i said im sorry even and she said im not sorry that im lyeing and smacked me and said bed now. Im cuddleing my teddy mommy and love you. My eyes are tired mommy and i want too go assleep but im trying too stay awake mommy. Your my real mommy now and i want too live with you. Your angel little girl mommy and can you give me a hugg please xxxxxx